Very confusing......
I wanna know more about myself. Just feel very unnatural, dunno why. Maybe I am a person who prefer individualism rather than collectivism. Every time when my mobile is virbrating, I dun want to answer. Y? Becox 95% of the calls are from my "frds" or students, and their objective is asking for assistance with assignments, and even help them to read all the stuffs for a subject and tell them what should they do for the assignments.
Sometimes, I think that I just a tool for them. Of cox, for my students, I have the responsibilities to teach and help them. But for my friends, should be I think, besides helping in study, they seldom find me. Maybe one day, when I left school, or when they left school, I will lose my position in their life. Honestly, I am please to help, if I have time and I can handle them. But the fact is, I dun have much time. Also they always give me the assignment at the last minute......I wish I am a superwoman, but i am not. When I feel unhappy, I dunno who I can talk with. It seems that my relationship between my friends are built up by academic and assignments. Things outside this atmosphere is not available. I have friends in Hong Kong, but they are busy. But I know, when I am in hardship, they are pleased to listen to me(yes, liar and david, I am talking abt u). Thanks God, I still have friends in Hong Kong. And now, I have ivy and Polly, finally have female friends in here.
I dunno how can I keep a r/s but I hope I can learn abt it. Anyway, it's too harsh for me. I am a strange person, so some people will not accept my personality and also my attitude. For them, just wanna say sorrie, cox i am this kinda person. But pls dun misunderstand, I am not taking advantgaes on you guys. I hate ppl look @ me like dat. Pls forgive my rigid.
Many things have to do during this month, every week has assignments and tune of readings. Also there are many church activities and birthday parties, so time is limited and my life as so. Please give me talent to handle them.
Dig hard @ studying n working.......Life is hard
Objective for this week:
1. Finish 325-683 assignment 1 Globalisation
2. Finish revision of 306-660 Accounting
3. Draft for 325-687 IHRM case study
4. Draft for 325-691 culture visit
5. Recroding 1a,2a,5a,6a
6. Tutorial w/ Carmen, tiffeny and tiffany
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