悠悠桃源 Isaiah 55:12 "For you shall go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and the hills before you shall break forth into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands." ｛如欲轉載，請註明出處，thax｝

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I sincerely hope to graduate this semester. It failed, and what would I lose from this? The answer is abstract.


今天是最後一天將審閱本送交所辦，由所辦以郵件發送給口試委員的日子。我賴床至中午十二點十分。一天的開始，竟然如此令人沮喪。


Nobody and nothing to blame on… It’s just my own miscalculation. Since it happened, and there is nothing I can do to change it. The only thing will come is acceptance. Because of my depression, I cannot face my master thesis right now. So, I turn my face to my dumb work. There are two parts of my work. The first one is English course on Saturday, which is much more fun than the second one. It is to transfer interviewing tapes from sound tracks to words on paper. I hate politicians! Do I choose the right road? Am I really talented in academic circle? I seriously wonder. I have only ambiguous idea about my gifts from God. I am confused again.


Due to the reality, I adjust my plan. May I put some possibility in finishing the thesis in January? I am not quite sure. Meanwhile, I am still afraid. According to the Bible, people in love (God’s love) have no reason to be fearful. What a weak human being I am! Damn!


My stupid plan almost killed me! Shall I stop making any silly plan? No! I can learn how to deal with such situation. In this valley, I fell down. God, I pray to you for raising me up and comforting me when I am down. Please guide me through, and mold me in the shape you appreciate. Amen.