at the first week we broke.. i want like crazy... crying like hell...
I wrote emails to him.. sms to him.. beg him not to dump me.. called him.. and at last I sick and puke...
I asked him was he happy without me? he told me yes.. I asked him if he miss me. He told me No.. I was like a dead body at that time...
Everyday in the 2 nd week and the 3rd week I was sitting in front of the computer and watching the icq.. wait for his words.. I can only breath when he msg me...just saying a hi or good nite.. I was so stupid.. when he offline.. I was crazy again.. was he going out with other girl or what?
4th week.. this week.. I decided to shut down my icq yesterday.. I don't want to know the news from him.. I don't want to know is hr hasing a new relationship.. cuz everything is not related to me anymore.. I can't control anymore...
I 'm not letting go.. my heart still pain but this action make me feel better.. I feel like I'm living for myself these 2 days I'm not gonna live for a man who make me cry ....he doesn't worth it..
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