心情總匯堂 沉思

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Suck and tired and sick day”s”...
I’ve been walked so long...
This is the second year from the day I came here.
I experienced two homestay families...
Will I remember these memories forever?
I think I should, and I suppose to.
This is like a lesson that all of us should learn at least once in our life.
Realistic. The REAL LIFE.

I didn’t mean I never wanted to be close with them, but I think they did this to me FIRST.
Their chill, their ”Patience”, their fucking tired faces...
are all showing me how much I shouldn’t stay here.
You know what?
I should leave, far far away from here.
I am a passive person, and I actually admit that.
However, is that my problems or is that my responsibility to satify them?
Am I ill?
Why they treat me so differently...
that sucks! seriously.
The girl who is still in the crapping hothouse still doesn’t know how much luck she gets from her god damn, let me feel like shit’s mom treat her so god damn good...
Obviously, I know she is her daughter, and there’s no reasons why should she treat her badly?
I KNOW!
I KNOW THE EXACT THING!
CUZ I GOT MY MOM TOO!!
FUCK!!!!
...I’ve been so impatient for long time.
Every sense on my body has uprighted...
I’ve done this so much...
much much ... way more the age should do...
What?
Are you asking what should my age do?
My age should talk about which boys I like, what kind of man I prefer to be my future husband, which star or actor I like...
These entire fucking boring things are the stuff I SUPPOSE to THINK about...
But I won’t think about that again.
I am not a crazy girl typing crazy language, say unappropriated words...
The
creepy
entire
life
is
horrible
and
disable
to
be
understood
,
because
people
are
crapping
and
doing
stupid
things
which
they
will
never
know
how’s
the
consequence
.

(原始地區:豆豆交友版)