這幾天心情跌到了谷底 從19日回來前到現在
外面又一直在下雨...... 怎麼樣都沒有值得振奮的感覺
不知為什麼我和他之間有這麼多的問題
還是是我擔心得太多 擔心得太早?
也許我們都該SLOW IT DOWN
現在說什麼 長相廝守都太早了吧!
HE IS STILL SO YOUNG!我們還有一段很長的路要走
AND I KEEP THINKING WORDS THAT SOMEONE TOLD ME
"未來的事是很不一定的"
即使事情本來就是這樣 可是我一直告訴自己
不想要就這樣被這一類的話影響!!
每次聽到這一類的話 真像是被一腳踢到谷底般
然後就像現在
我仍試著在岩壁上找尋著任何一個可能的支撐點
我要再很努力的再慢慢往上爬
如果面對每一件事情都是如此的消極的話
THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN DO IN THIS WORLD
我們基本上什麼是都可以不用做了
可是總是要做一些什麼
總是要讓一些什麼留下來吧
即使IN THE END.....結果並非預期的美
但是至少可以留下些什麼 殘缺的什麼 讓我來哀悼吧
只是我現在覺得好無力哦
TIME IS PASSING... AND I DON'T KNOW FOR HOW LONG I HAVE TO KEEP CLIMBING...
WAITING AND WAITING.... AND KEEP SEARCHING SOMETHING TO HELP ME
SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT I AM SO STUPID
FEEL THAT I AM WAITING/SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING THAT IS SO FAR AWAY
FEEL THAT I AM WAITING/SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING THAT IT MIGHT NOT BE
HELPFUL
AND SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT SUDDENLY I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I AM WAITING AND SEARCHING FOR
EVEN THOUGHT I KNOW THAT
每一個可能的支撐點 都比不上他的些許安慰
BUT I DON'T THINK THAT I WILL HAVE MUCH CHANCE TO GET THAT
至少短期內是不可能的~~~
還記得那幾天真的都好冷哦
我真的不喜歡那麼冷的天氣 空氣凍得像冰庫般
可是最溫馨幸福的事 是每晚可以擁他入睡
BUT I DON'T THINK THAT I WILL HAVE ANY MORE CHANCE TO DO THAT
至少短期內是不可能的~~~
真的覺得 好無力哦~~~
心情跌到了谷底~~~~
~還能是蛙嗎?
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