dear parsley,
nothing i did last sunday. had a late day and went nowhere. my body surely was very much rested, but then, don't even ask about the mind... i wonder when can it ever really rest in peace. HAHA.
nothing quite interesting recently.. apart from an icq msg i have just received. from mena. wondered when my flight is and suggested a meeting sometime.
i am frustrated.
just as i thought i was coming to a equilibrium..then here comes the msg. and what's ironic? i had a dream about her last night, in it i was actually asking her why wouldn't she just admit the fact that she's seeing somebody. hey.. am i psychic or am i simply out of my mind? not known.
i went to see the chinese doctor on saturday, he started talking about my problem, to him, it seems so insignificant and that i could bear with, cos he didn't really know the whole story. but when he went on and said he thinks doggy didn't love me as m uch as he used to love his gf, i freaked. who was he to say thing as such? he had no idea what we went through and he had no idea what happened and he had no idea what the obstructions were. so right there, i cried my eyes out but still wasn't able to really give any details.
dear p, sometimes i wonder.. is the pain real or is it really me exaggerating the pain i have?..
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