Dear Lovage,
I don't think you can trust Mena. Not that I know what she is like and that you should not trust her, but I don't think you are able trust her.
This is not about her, really...
It's not about the message, or if she is seeing anyone, either. It's about knowing what you want and what you will go through to (maybe)get what you want. I hate to sound like this, but I must be honest with you: Forget (don't even dream about) equilibrium, if you are affected by every little gesture she makes. Accept the state you're in, that you may be always on hold, on stand-by, on whatever...
But who am I to tell you, eh? hee hee hee。
Darling, some might think you're exaggerating pain, but I think you're suffering because you dread so much. That's all right. If you feel pain, it is real for you. Therefore, if you know how to deal with it, and to get over it, then forsaking pain will be real, too. Take care. I'm with you.
love, p
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