今天在店裡見過同事後，想起那些連自己也覺得可笑的荒唐事蹟
突然覺得這一切應該停止了
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Once my friend asked me, are you afraid to be loney?
I was surprised with it, I mean, we never talk about some subject like this before
I said, yes, probably. I guess I don't know how to cope with lonliness.
And yet, it occured to me today. Maybe because I don't know how to deal with being alone, that's why I was like that. Also, most of all, I never want to live long and forever, so I just do something dangerous, put my life in risk.
That all make sense now. Isn't it?
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How we end up like this?
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I guess you got a new girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for you.
Seriously, I'm happy for you. That's all I want for you when every time we break up.
But, I feel so crap now tbh. I can't image you're with some other girls, I don't wanna think about that, but it just wandering in my mind all the bloody time.
I wish you all the best and happiness.
Though I can't drunk text you anymore, it's a shame. :P
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Guess I really need an AA group, uh?
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