Joe...
You told me to forget you...
Do you know it is really hard???
It is really hard 2 forget you...
I know it takes time...
but at the moment,
I cant even stop myself thinking of you.
I wont phone you or text you anymore.
I dont expect you will neither...
I am writing this just because I am thinking of you again...
I just want to write down what I feel...
I think of you everytime I play the piano..
everytime I look at my pillow...
everytime I talk to Sam...
everytime I have new text message...
everytime I have "private number" calling me...
everytime I have biology... or chemistry...
everytime I go on the internet...
I have to keep myself busy to stop thinking of you...
so why bother to forget you!?!?
Why cant I just keep you... keep you in my mind??
I dont care you will never talk to me or something...
I just hope you wont give up yourself...
I am sorry I made a lots of troubles for you...
Sorry... at the mean time...
I have to say Thank you too...
You have never asked me who are the first, second and third libra males,
well... the first one is my daddy...
he used to promise me everything...
but he never did any of them...
You are just like him...
You said you are my guiding star...
but.. now you just left me behind...
I dont know whether I fancy you or not..
I dont know.. I am confused..
I dont understand..
8 days...
8 days till your operation...
I really hope you will survive...
You said the percentage of successful is 90%...
So why did you say you may not even see xmas??
I really want to do something for you...
But I cant...
what am I doing??
I wont even send this to you...
I am talking to myself again...
its all your fault...
you said you would win that competition for me...
but you have never told you whether you won or lost...
well.... I dun care now...
coz you wont tell me anyway...
finally...
love you always...
you will always in my mind...
I wont forget you.. just like you didnt forget that girl...
God Bless You...
SoFiA......
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