If life is a cup of wine, so young is a poem. Dazed and confused us, again and again the taste of the poetry and wine. Aspersing puffed up unruly youth. Until finally, scarred reminiscing about the past, but continue to stand up to touch the wall. Until one day, we see. Until one day, say goodbye to our youth. Here we are in the society Medicox, how to also can not integrate into it. Until one day, we will have to fit in and around daily necessities for our block, food and clothing live line let's struggling. Not we don't want to back in the days of the past affair, young has been far away from us, now must acquire the to yourself, not as much as the object, not so much proud. Society gradually silent smooth edges, we control our temper gradually. We have to give, we have to go to the convergence. Have to learn that cheating, has to face the heart sinister. Childhood is so beautiful, but we don't know to cherish, think of it as a game. Until step into society, will find that all those innocent face is so cute.
Until one day, we hit a wall around in the society, on the move. We want to stand up, but had to give up. "Is the dragon plate, is the tiger lying" word To know the truth of the world, even if you have great ability, also could not turn the wuzhishan. Had my own feeling Medicox, I just found out that his original idea how pathetic. In the middle of the night, I smoked over and over again, over and over again raised his glass. Want to give yourself a drunk, but how also can not find. Looking at the stars in the sky, feel the endless desolate. I clenched my fist and try my best to catch what, wake up to nothing. Suddenly look back, the past is like yesterday, memories again and again, clearly don't want to cry, but tears stream down. Why, when I know so little, when all the things lost in my side bit by bit, leave me away, unwilling to roar, I sent my rebellious. How to also don't go back. I fantasy, unable to extricate themselves, say, or another. When I finally found himself is still nothing at all, teenagers in the dim and the mood of the roll to drift, to whom I go to prove? . I want to how to prove himself again. I anesthesia yourself, I repeated parsing and deny himself, and immersed himself in the nothingness, dare not to face everything. Let darkness approached my mind most deep place, shimmering wound up blood slowly, until the numbness. No longer for anything. Follow society following the I Medicox
, I see too much, all understood everything. The status quo, content with separation, perhaps this is society.
Has infinite BeiSi then regret once said life and self-injury. Since the danger walk free and unfettered, once thinking language and laugh at themselves. Four simple words, revealed the philosophy of life. From the young ignorance, in the end of a pile of bones, how much we can experience, and to understand how much? Even if know, how much we can change again. Never compete the traces the change of time, the enemy but the time's passage.
Recall the past, leaving only sadness, leaving only regret, but kept comfort her, and perhaps in this way, can let oneself better.
Today, we have not the child skip class fighting all day long, we back the heavy burden, we see everything in the world. We understand the things that didn't understand. Understand the cruelty of the society, know the human sentiment changes in temperature. Know the world. However, don't want to understand. Miss that little boy under the maple, brilliant smile, as if everything just like yesterday, like back in time. Everything (that) you lost, and how to make up for... Once picked up, can really free and easy to put down?
How the time used to smooth on the face of quietly leave print? How enthusiastic young years deep valley at the beginning of the slipped quietly dream of a lifetime. I gave up once illusory promise, just to see the reality. Give up at the beginning of every promise, just to a more mature. All give up all, give up the dream I was young, to give up my past. Only in order to start real life more. Only in order to pick up this sword called responsibility, just for one day in the future, can be with you... When I really put down, but regret again. A man without any memories, I how to let go? Why miss that once upon a time, why still want to this promise. Why tears stream down, why affection to the sad... So again and again of memorial, fall over and over again, finally the endless endless sadness. Flashy lonely, but eventually arrived in a mill. Who is the world vicissitudes of life, overturns the appearance. Days again and again to wash with our life, we can't or so, to pieces after injury, and to get up. That day, there are snow, our hearts follow the snow melt together, tore heart crack lung of pain, continue to stand up, to bear alone. In the long years, and let the moon spring flowers and repeated again and again, let the rainy night hazy poetic as fresh song in June. I am unable to change, only looking at the all over the sky star rain fall alone. Maybe...... This is a lifetime
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