you have an impulse, said x.
and i had to admit it. no way i could deny it otherwise, for it is so obvious.
the impulse of mine -- wanting to categorise things into only two group, black and white. according to x, this is what he thinks about it, or me, whatever.
plus, i am so holding on the the idea of several so called principles of my own, too. and this is stressing me out as well as the impulse. with and without me realising it.
about these two things, i was once very convinced of it.. and it took me a hell of time to think them over and over and over.
now i am sure about it.
just about the blace and white bit.. maybe there is something more than just blace and white.
it is not that i can't take gray for anything. i suppose i could, as long as it's within my control and withing the boundry i set to it. then i can take other colours for an answer. really don't have to be black or white.
i am still thinking, and the head is still functioning (thank god for that), so.. thoughts are constantly emerging and perhaps changing, too.
where-ever the mind is taking me, i shall be willing to see with quiet anticipation.
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