R-Did you finally sell your baby oven?go to print and packaging exhibition now.then gym,massage anddinner with Hock,his Mum and three other friends.
R-how was your sinday?not write to me when busy.only when bored.
A-that's so unfair to say la,nothing much happen today so didn't write.but always miss you ah.
R-Really? me too.Battery low so don't get upset if not reply,can use other number.
A-no,I'm only just kidding.not miss the guy who only willing to pay one million to buy baby from me.
R-not the silly baby thing again.I told you Nicola is willing to do this for free.save your baby oven.
A-ok,won't mention the stupid baby things again.how about we get merry and have a real baby?
R-I am reluctant to talk about this now as you might charge me money for that too.we could get merry or even get mossy or marry or even murphy.
A-you so know me!that is what I looking for.a guy who understand me so much.
R-but you would not be able to tolerate me and my habits I think.you should find someone can be better for you.
A-got reject!so sad.
R-just want you to have better life,not reject.
A-yea,I'm TOO young for you anyway.and you don't really like me so better find another one.you know any cute and staight men for me?
R-if only i could tell you why i can't merry you,but you don't seems so stable now.only think i don't like you.maybe you need to know more,but worried to tell you.
A-I don't want to know if you not willing to tell.
R-thats exavtly the sort of response that makes me sacred to tell you anything.if you just said,oh its ok,you can tell me,don't worry,etc.then maybe ok.
R-ok.never mind.I was about to tell you today,but you spoil it and say something like that.never mind.obviously not meant to tell you.seems never happen.
心跳突然因他的訊息而加快
從一句玩笑話打開了彼此另一道門
也許漸漸開始不再在乎他
而開始跟他開玩笑,跟他說我一值都很想他
看到他回說relly?me too時
心理暗暗的竊喜,而也有絲絲的感覺他是有些許的驚喜與真實.
後又藉著昨日的baby玩笑延續下去
咖玩笑說how about get merry and have a real baby.
他也頂有趣的回說不想跟我講這個,說我一定也想跟他要錢結婚
但這樣的玩笑漸漸的開下去
他似乎愈來愈認真,希望我能找到比他更好的男人之類的話
在半真半玩笑的往返訊息裡
我說了一句u don't really like me.
似乎漸漸變的serious起來
他又開始提到他之前想跟我說的事
欲言又止的態度讓我很反感,也興起了play hard to get 的遊戲
到最號他又說了一些似乎都是我的問題的話,一把火就冒了上來
搞不清楚到底是真的有是要跟我講還是只是一值在耍我
但我也認為,如果真的care,真的覺得有需要,他應該會告訴我,而不會這樣無所謂說不說吧
所以不管怎樣,這次我都不會再報希望了
寫了信給他,如果他真想講,就會講了
如果這次再不講,我也不care to know了
也許是時候get over it了
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