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didn't sleep well in new room.bad dreams and not feel good.wake up a lot.not sure why.talk to you later dear.

thanks for your nice words dear.eat now.went gym and feel bit better.maybe eamil later or shat on msn.

i dreamt i deid and became ghost,horrible really.

had a lousy sleep again.think i will move hotel or move room.woke at five and could not sleep again.how was your sleep dear?

woke up at 4.15 today and could not really sleep afterwards,why?fed up.you ok,and work alright?talk later.so busy,try to call you.

have nice gym and talk later dear.almost at factory.looks like a long day.fly to surabaya tommorw for lunch meeting with client.talk later.

I am actually pretty fed up now.just too many problems to solve.don't know how much i can rely on people either.hows your day dear?

that may happen only if i have enough strengh to carry on fighting.just cant trust many of the local people.so difficult to delegate.

i think china people more scared.anyway,i just have to do it slowly i guess.nothing can happen so fast.just feel unsettled i guess.sorry to bother you.

i don't want to talk to anyone.no social life anymore.just work all the time.maybe call yo tomoorrow.got to wake up at five.

今天的心情因為他而感到些許的intensive.
看他連續3天都因為壓力大而失眠
心理很捨不得 但又無法幫上什麼忙
遇到這樣的情況時總覺得自己很無能
無法在他身旁給他鼓勵 或是讓他開心
晚上他真的打電話來給我了
但不幸的是在看電影途中
所以草草的掛斷了
我猜的出道時他一定不會再打給我
也許他是花了一些力氣孻撥電話給我的
但卻無法跟他講到話
回家的路上
我message給他問他要不要talk
他竟然回我說不想跟任何人說話
他抱怨說他已經沒有任何social life
聽的出來他已經現在depress的情緒當中
當下我就決定打電話給他
其實也並沒有這麼難
他一接電話 我就說hey hey,
他馬上說 i don't want to talk to anyone la.
i don't have friends here, only work,everyday they talk talk talk,why they have so many to talk ah.
我馬上跟他說no la, u have to talk to me.
感覺的出來他在鬧脾氣
雖然有點upset自己還是沒能跟他好好聊上讓他情緒好些
但我相信這是一個新的step
明天開始我會持續打電話給他
不管他想不想講 想不想聽
準備好一些台北發生的事
讓他感受一下這邊的生活
至少有個人跟他聊聊天 在他下班以後
也許讓他慢慢習慣 有個可以講話的對象
我相信他會希望聽到一些台北的事的
明早會寫一個訊息問他是否睡的好
再跟他說,I'll call u tonight.don't try to turn off the phone.
也許要用一些比較tough的口氣對他了
不能讓他在自暴自棄
即使他嫌電話費貴
也不要讓他掛斷 又貴不到哪裡去
you don't have social life now, the only money you'll spend just talking on the phone,it won't cause you a futune la.
就這樣決定了,明天開始準備好notes跟他聊天.