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167愛的鼓勵 0訂閱站台

今天中午的短短午餐
卻將這一個禮拜的不愉快通通爆發出來
看來 他已不止忍了一個禮拜
再次證明我的感覺是對的
今天的爭吵 在湖面上轉來轉去
被他講的啞口無言
但在湖面下的 是我不能當場反駁他的事實
只能覺得自己有錯 卻無法明白的表達我的不滿
事的 像姐所說
如果我對她好 也許我可以打敗另一個人
但 這是我想要的嗎
不論如何 與他是沒有未來
即使打敗的另一個人
但他就是沒辦法fall in love with me
我們頂多就是很好的朋友
maybe,he don't need me as a good friend.he has another good friend already.
心理很痛
我想 是時候講出實話了
這星期六 就照ish說的
講開來 我們兩個都不會再suffer
該怎麼開這個口

晚上他竟然會寫訊息跟我說他的report快寫完了
回到家後打電話給他
跟他聊了一下
雖然跟他解釋今天他對我的抱怨
不曉得對他來說 這樣的解釋夠不夠
我相信ish說的
他一定也是很痛苦

R,
since we know each other,
we always have so many fights,
i have complain about u, u have complain about me.
actually, there's a reason for all these complain things,
there's something in my mind that I want to tell u lonf time ago,

after all these month we being together,
I know, there's someone else,or maybe I'm the someone else.
u don't have to deny or anything
I can even tell u who that is.
but I wish, I can hear the truth from you.
if u still like me as a friend,
and u still keen to continue our friendship,
then now it's the chance that we clear all these things
and u don't have to be afraid that I'll walk away if u tell me the truth,
if I will mad then I won't sit here and talk to u.
it'll be hard for u and me.
but if we don't face it now,
it'll be even harder in the future.
so, now.
u can decide if u want to tell me the truth,
or,we just stop here,and continue our own life,pretend we never met.
if u still like me as a friend.
tel me now.
don't think I'm only 3 years old.
and don't treat me like a fool.