Ref,
The reason why I have to change my flight to 25th is because that way I can use my dad's milage to get the free ticket.and in the summer time,the seat is so limit for the milage member,so I can only move my trip earier to 25th of July.
I don't know whatz going on yesterday through the messages,I was really sleepy and the last message I got is quite suprise me.you sounds mad and I don't know why,so I guess there's some misunderstanding again!
you might think that I'm complaining about your busy job,isn't it?
I don't want to disguess this whos busy whos not kinda thing anymore,
because I know this is not going to help and just give both of us pressure,
but there's only one thing I need to tell you,
as you said,you want me have more patience for you,but seems we haven't really have time to know each other better,If I really know you and sure you are the right person for me to wait,then there's no question to be more patience.
I do have feeling on you and I do think you are attractive to me,but I don't know after I get to know you or when you get to know me,will we going to have any problem to get alone with?
I'll still try to build up the relationship with you,
but I have to let you know,
I won't go looking for some other people myself,but if they go after me,then I will consider to go out with them.I hope you can understand.
so I wish you can understand that I'm not complain how busy you are,I just trying to tell you the whole situation,if you think you really have to concentrate on your job,and no time and no need for a girl,then just let me know,but if you want to concentrate on your job also you need a girl,then you must spare some times for the girl,I don't really think someone who can be so busy and not have just few minute to call.I don't want to push you to do anything,I believe if you really care and you'll do what you want to do.
and also there's one thing I'm thinking about these days,like few days ago,I was pretty upset that I was bullied by some mean people in the gym,and it's like when I need someone to talk and need someone there to comfort me, you just too busy.and don't even call me or ask me what happend after that.I believe,if you really care this person,then busy won't be an excuse,so I think our relationship haven't really reach that point,so then I don't know whatz the point to all this patience thing. I can be very independent for the life, but psychically I do need a man to take care of me.we don't have to meet too often if we're too busy,but there's something we can show we care about each other,and that's only thing the girl asking for.busy can't be an excuse,only if you have the heart to do.and most of the guy don't understand that,they'll just think women complaining all the day.
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Gosh - I wish I can reply to you in detail, but will have to call you later.
I have a meeting at Tun Nan with Far Eastern Group at 10am and have to go out
very soon.
Talk later.
Don't think too much. Remember, if you make a choice, it was your choice and
not mine. I can't make the cards in my hand change. They are all I have. If it
is not enough to win the game, then however I bet or play I can't win.
Therefore if someone comes along and you chose him, then you have made the
decision and not me. I am using what I have at the moment. Without money,
stability and a career path, there is nothing I can give you, because I won't
have any strength myself. Do you know what I am trying to say?
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Ref,
I have to run to the office soon.there's no computer in the office,so I just reply you a fast e-mail.
yes,without the money, stability and a career path, you think you can't give me anyting.that's the whole point the men and the women are thinking differently.
all the men think how hard they work just for the family and the women,but all the women need just a little bit attention from the men.I won't say the career and the money aren't important,I do know everyone need foundation to build up a beautiful life.but I believe someone can do both.I don't think you can't,just need time to learn.it's not too hard,and won't use too much ur time.women is really easy get satisfy.
my feeling for our relationship is like,everytime we go out,it always a great time,but after the date,it's like u totally disappear,I don't have the confidence that if I didn't message you or e-mail you first,will you call me or message me?
so during the day before we meet next time, I'm hardly feel that I'm dating someone now,even my friends they want to ask me out,and they won't even ask me if I have to go out with you or not first.
you can't just say that is all u can do for now,it's all that if you want to use a minute to consider how to change ur attitude you treat the relationship for the past 35 years.it's not for me,it's for you,if you just like some other working hard men think money can buy everything,then you won't never get a true love.
I'm still have confidence to you,don't disappoint me just said you can't do anything else.
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這一切的爭吵 起因於昨夜的mssage
當我告訴他 我下星期4的飛機
他很驚訝的回說 what? why? then when will we meet?
我回他說 i'm almost free every night,you are too busy to meet me. but I have to change my flight.
過了很久他回了短短兩句 nice one...
看了他的回應 一肚子的火就升了上來
what do you mean? why did you say that?
再過了一會兒他回說 i just said nice one. don't get so upset.where are you?
心想是不是自己誤會他的意思了
我回說
yea,nice one.i'm home.
沒想到他回說
how can you say things like that?
what happend? how can u say that?
當我收到他的message時
以経進入昏迷狀態了
一早寫了封信給他
他很快的回了 我相信當他看見我寫的東西 是嚇了一跳吧
但是 到現在 他都沒在有下文了
已經不想打電話給他了
看看他明天會不會主動寫訊息或是打給我
如果沒有任何消息
then just don't have to call him anymore....
心中有股氣 看看他明天怎麼做
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