Reading from others diary, I found my littleness. I really feel sad about it. What can I do? What should I do? I still searching....... Is it too late for a 26 lady? I know there is always no ’late’ in the world. However when can I really ’find’ myself?! I feel a bit scare in it at this moment. I don’t want to waste time, I don’t want my life in darkness all the way. Before, I seems living in hope and aim, where are they now? I hate to feeling lost again. I don’t like this kind of me! I want to be stronger and stronger, to be totally independent and have colorful life. I struggle to keep back the tears, I struggle to being alone, I struggle for my life!
I wanna to have a cold weather, therefore I can roll up myself like a snail. Do not mean that I want to hide myself but I am trying hard to warm my body by myself. I am working hard to adapt my difficult time, can you see it, friends?
X’mas is coming soon, I should have a well planning for myself! ^^
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