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愛,只剩下唉嘆和無奈.

我對伱噶愛已經深到可以令我做出一個甘瘋狂噶决定.

這或者就繫我對伱最後噶一次溺愛.

這是一個賭博,一個我不能輸的賭博.

至少,對伱噶愛話比我聼,我吾會輸.



小頴,我的這顆心在伱的手上,

已經被一片一片甘撕開,撕到一點不剩,

剩低噶,只有血淋淋,赤裸裸噶我,同埋對伱噶愛.

我真繫好痛,好痛...




喺同你講完,我噶特性繫專門為妳而天生之後.

伱竟然想到了用呢個方法去驗證真假.

伱想用一個月噶時間,去投入另一段感情,

去驗證一下,我喺伱心入麵噶位置,究竟有几重,究竟有几不可動搖.

喺呢段我一直細心灌溉噶感情裏麵,

伱話吾愛就吾愛.剩低我一個人去陪伴悲哀.



在伱離開之後,我,什麼都不是.

我失去了驕傲,我失去了自豪,

我失去了愛,我失去了自己.

究竟,伱剩下了什麼給我?有什麼?



我為自己設立佐一個由今日開始,

長達34日噶虛擬空間.

呢段時間,我唔要知道伱任何噶事,

唔要呼吸,唔要感覺,唔要自己.


一個月前,我做佐一個决定,

决定喓繫當時噶兩個月之後,今日噶一個月后比一個滿月噶晚上伱.

你們知道什麼是滿月噶夜晚嗎?

滿月噶夜晚就繫當一個人噶所有夢想都邁向了現實噶一刻,

手裏握緊噶繫無盡噶幸福.

當時噶我,有勇氣去做呢個决定,

就已經證明佐我內心已經深深甘刻有伱的名字.

這份愛,無人能够搶走,無人得,我吾得,伱亦都吾得.



伱知道嗎?伱真的很任性,非常任性.

當我的靈魂消失于呢個虛擬空間噶時候,

伱在笑嗎?

當我的心血在一滴一滴甘流干噶時候,

伱在笑嗎?

當我活在虛擬空間噶零下溫度噶時候,

伱在笑嗎?

但繫,伱地口中所耩噶,屬于我噶”固執,執著”,

呢份特性令到我控制不了自己.

這份專門為妳而生的特性.


我當時為妳做噶果個决定,伱至今繫未知道噶.

我願意獨自去承受呢個决定.



34日之後,番來我身邊啊.

夠了,我已經冩吾落去了,

眼泪已經濕透了鍵盤,濕透了我的十指.

呢個亦都繫我必須喺我依然保持清醒意識噶狀態底下寫完呢篇文章噶原因.





我的左手甞試在向任性的伱招手,希望我那無助的心可以得到伱的救助.

我的右手在握著我們相愛的戒指,希望我的心在虛擬空間裏麵得以生存.





眼泪滴在手指上,令我回想起今年夏天的那個最後的晚上,

爲了能和伱進入果個比鐵缐緊鎖住噶麓湖公園,

我徒手甘將鐵缐一圈一圈甘解開佐.

對了,我當時忘記了告訴伱,

我的手指很痛,

但繫我挨濄佐,

所以我捉住了伱的手.






聼下呢首歌啊,距會伴隨我度濄呢34日噶,

然後伱再番來我噶身邊啊.


Secret Garden - Always there

When I’m less than I should be
When I just can’t face the day
When darkness falls around me
And I just can’t find my way
When my eyes don’t clearly see
And I stumble through it all
You are lean upon,you keep me strong
And you rise me when I fall
(Chorus)
You are there when I mose need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through
You always do...
You are always there for me
When life brings me to my knees
When my back’s against the wall
You are standing there right with me
Just to keep me standing tall
Though a burden I may be
You don’t weary,you don’t rest
You are reaching out to carry me
And I know I’m Heaven-blest
(Chorus)
You are there when I mose need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through
You always do...
You are always there for me
(Chorus)
(Chorus)
You are there when I mose need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through
You always do...
You are always there for me
(Chorus)
You come shining through
You always do...
You are always there for me
............................

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