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dear teenie:

i didnt say im 痛苦.
you didn`t ask me in front of me.i called you,you said nothing to say to me.
i talked you, you said 我是包袱.
i called you,you said no one have to get responsible of my feeling.
i asked you to watched movie,you asked why,i said you will know how i feel.you answer me,why you have to know?!
now you ask me why?
you really dont know things you told me,they effect me a lot.or do you wanna ask why i have to care?!
i wanna tell you about me,you said too much,i dont know if you wanna know or not.
about family.
too many cares is 溺愛.where you go,what you do,what you say,what you get,you have to report everything.they will do everything you dont wanna do.the reason why you dont stay at home,its because of that.that`s what you told me.
and i know that`s the way they love us.we have to respect.but not the reason we have to accept.
why i could change in there?
why you choose to stay in your BF`s house?
why you treat your BF like that way??
because we can choose.we have choice.


about work,i stand that kind of things too much in my dental job.people choose to bear.but i dont want to now.at the begining,i was polite when i work,no harm to them.they can choose the way to treat me badly.i`m also.

now i dont care of them.i won`t say anything.cause i know that will make me unhappy.i choose to shut up.

from now on.