cuz i said so

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In the movie The Long Long Engagement, the main character
went through those tough days when her fiancee joined the war
because of the "hope"

I still remember Nathan told me
this movie was talking about "hope"

Hope can make a person strong and go through many tough times

But in many relationships, this "hope" makes ppl suffer
there is always a hope like
"he will change"
"everything is going to be different"
"its going to be better this time"
"he loves me more now"
"he knows how important, how good I am now"
"he will come back to me"

this hope, helps many ppl go through tough days
but make many ppl suffer in a wrong relationship too
cuz we always forgot " we r who we r, ppl dont change"

no matter how small this hope is, as long as u have the hope
u will keep hanging in there even everything aint rite

I once had that hope too
so i couldnt leave nathan
i had that small hope that its going to be differnt
this hope made me enlarge those happy times and disregard the other facts that were actually there
this hope made me blind
and this hope almost killed me

i was extremely happy on the day i wrote that "go fuck urself" mail
i thought its because i expressed my anger
but now i know its also because that mail gave me a little hope that maybe he's going to do sth about it

I havent been really happy after wat happened to nate n me
I didnt even have to
but there were times that i thought ive got over him and thought i was happy
but now i know its not true
i was happy whenever i heard from him even its just every little thing
cuz it raised that small hope again

even after wat he did to me on Fri nite, i would still feel better by his apology mail
cuz i had the hope that he does care about me, he does think about me
its a stupid hope, but i knew its there, i decided to face it
however, knowing how a person can tell blatant lie without feeling a thing, i woke myself up

so i know how any small thing can make a girl happy
and make a girl suffer again

many girls stay in the wrong relationship becuause of that hope
every girl around nathan have the hope that he is going to be hers one day and live happily ever after......







when u fall in luv, u r blind. Even u think everything is under control, u r actually loosing the groud gradually. No one can control love.

if there is no trust,if there is no hope, how can u really enjoy a relationship.
nobody wants to be in a relationshop that u have to keep reminding urself that its not going to last long
its impossible to keep on guard forever
really have to think carefully before u jump
keep ur hope for the rite person