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Reach the unreachable

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Just realized I've been staying in Davis for nearly eight weeks, but I've just dropped something here for one time only.

Suddenly have a strong unexplainable feeling.

The people here are more stupid than those I met from UIUC. I know that I shouldn't come here. If one say HK younger generation are getting increasingly materialistic and be content with things as they are, I see no difference here.After all, variation exists everywhere. But stupid asses are much more than I imagined. Maybe I should be glad that I have entered an elite program that won't make myself fallen.

But that's not enough. Far not enough.

Who I am competing with now. Not the stupid local asses here. Not those frogs in wells who always wonder why can I be that "superior" than them.

I can feel that I started getting corrupted by their flattening. By my ability to finish the midterm perfectly within 10mins. By I don't have to study at all while watching other people's struggling. All these, supposedly, means nothing to me.

"Chase the stars. Even you can't reach there, you are not that far away from the moon."

Fly beyond all the dreams please. Don't get confined by them.

I have to create miracles for myself to believe in again.

And please, don't get rotted in Davis.

And please. I don't want to forget "my past".

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