I found that I begin to feel u with time during my life.
Accompany the feeling is my fear.
Did I lost again?
Don't expect any.
It's mine of saying i am waiting.
But if the true love is not possible to reach to me,
that's never useful.
All I could have at last just the air,
and only one me.
I rather choose to lose u now.
Then the pain is not getting so real.
So I said I try to forget something u.
Another trying is I desire to come more close to u.
But I guess u don't know me,
and I neither, my dear.
U couldn't understand what my language.
Should I call that's our fate?
No, there's no socalled fate between u and I.
Everything was happened just all I done.
Now I deserve to feel pain with my heart.
I think I couldn't hurt u, right?
Because we are different people,
just like man and woman.
U could free to go anytime anyplace anyreason.
But that's true I get hurt from u.
I so wish I could hate u or say something bad to u.
But I wouldn't at all still.
Yes, u hurt me.
But just not so badly hurt, my dear.
If this's good and right time to say goodbye,
that I just want to u know I ever miss u really.
This is over.
Sorry, the story did not go to the end.
Schilly
12.01.'03
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