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6月5日
*由琴日開始...我認我唔鍾意小敏嘞~
佢做既野令人好反感...仲之就好好好死唔鍾意喇~
*今日我嬲...好小氣....
因為我同irene一齊去食飯..叫mabel幫我地開一張單,
點知佢淨係幫左irene開冇幫我開....
唉~~~~~~偏心鬼!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
嬲到唔想講野!但係之後佢都同我講...
'我做每一樣野都會有我既原因...
我都知你會因為咁唔開心..但係冇諗過你會咁嬲~'
唉~諗左一陣...佢係咪想我試下冇單開既滋味呀?!
不過鼓旦喇~~佢又唔係奉旨幫我開既~
就算嬲...都唔可以嬲咁多.....
我咁嬲...因為我一直都覺得...
mabel鍾意irene多d...錫佢多d...佢咁樣...
我真係會唔開心架~~因為佢唔係第一次!
*有時我都好想自己好似阿mo咁...
就算自己有幾唔鍾意幾唔開心都好!
個樣都可以話比人知佢冇野..仲好似好開心tim~
我好想.....我好想收埋自己...但係我唔得...
自從認左自己唔鍾意小敏之後...
今日我都唔想同佢講野...就算講野都唔多..
仲之佢會知我唔鍾意佢喇!點解我要咁衰...
成日都要人咁難受......點解我咁ma煩??點解???
*今日karvy好日唔打黎公司搵我...佢一打黎就有野同我講..
去打藍球...咁去喇~~都好既~有益呀ma~
之後我放工打比佢..一打去就話轉頭打比我...
點知佢打黎就話佢去打馬吊~~~~~~~~~~~
我寧願佢冇打過比我..冇同過我講....
係真架~~~我好ma煩...唔好話佢呀~就算連我自己都唔知
自己想點架!!!!!但係我真係最唔鍾意佢去唱歌同打馬吊架!
唉~~~~~~知我唔啱....但係......真係好唔鍾意呢~~
我同佢講'你去喇,今晚唔好打比我呀!'講左好似3次...
佢就話好然後收左線....
我想大叫想喊..但係irene 0係我隔離我唔可以!
個心一直都好想佢知我唔鍾意佢冇去到..番到屋企
就打番比我....唉~~~~~~~等到irene落車先敢打去!
唏~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
打緊!!!唔想講野.....仲講多次'唔好打比我~'
即刻收線....點知真係!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我喊喇~~~忍左好耐我喊喇~~~~
掹咁忍住唔比喊.....但係個心好唔舒服...
我好嬲呀~~真係好嬲呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
好想發皮氣!!!!!!!!!!