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Yesterday I went to the regular check up
The baby looks like a normal baby now!!
She has sexy lips and high nose
She’s just adorable

And, we did a pregnancy diabetic test
OF COURSE I FAILED THE TEST!
Now, this is just really frustrating and annoying
I don’t understand why I always failed the test
It feels like I’m so good at failing the tests
So I have to go through one test after another

This is such a freaking annoying process
If I would have known that there’s a monster test afterwards,
I would have chosen to go in the morning without eating any food for at least 8 hours!!!

So now, GREAT!
I have to be on strict diet for at least a week
Very little rice, no sweets, no whole apples, no more grapes
FUCK!
What am I going to eat?!

And I don’t understand why they have to make me go through all these
The scare I had before was not enough???!!!!!
I’m freaking pissed!
But what can I do?
If I don’t pass this fucking test
I will have to pinch myself 4 times a day just to measure my freaking blood sugar

I know my body and I know how it works
I faint when I don’t eat so that’s why I never want to keep my blood sugar low!
These are nothing those freaking doctors know.
They just want to avoid the liability and made me go through all these freaking tests!
XXXX!!!