Hillo Mob,
hey,hey, u leaving soon isn't it?
I had attach the logo I design for the children festival,
and they just apporved it, now I have to design the poster next.
seems like every project goes kinda well,eventhough their dealine all really tight.
last week one of my colleague convince me to try a cigarette,I had try it because I haven't had before,and I want to know what it feel like.I choke at the first but getting better after awhile.but I know I didn't really inhaled it much,because after finished one cigarette, I can't feel the feeling they told me they would had.so I keep trying these days.yesterday I was really upset,so I try to smoke again, after tried 3 cigarette, I suddenly know what it feel like, it make my brain really dizzy.I can't even walk back to my room from my balcony which I have to squat for few minutes to rest and walk back.it really make me felt so sick and so uncomfortable,and want to died.
so I know I'm not going to touch any of them anymore.I'm glad I tried and don't like it.that's part of the new things in my life.I didn't tell anyone that I smoke these days at midnight,because I felt guilty somehow,but I know, it's good to know things and try things but use our knowledge and brain to control ourself not to get lost.
I'm happy to face more new things in my life from now.I'm dating this guy recently,and I feel like I've change my attitude a lot, I was always trying to be obedient to people, but now I'm getting to know how to be myself and express my true feeling, not just hide my feel and try to please people.
so,well,anyway,I'm just happy the life I have right now,I can feel how exciting u are now,it's the same feeling with me,having the new life and future.so, good luck,keep it up. when u got more money, come to visit me sometimes,u still owe me a pancake la..^^..
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