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把你忘了吧
開始了新的人生
現在 看著你的照片
突然 已經想不起你的樣子
感覺 你好遙遠
沒想到 這次與你發生了這樣的事
對你的思念竟然會比上一次還要短暫
glad自己調適的好
是著回想 想著那幾晚我們一起出去的情景
一起去喝酒 一起去玩電梯
一起去haight st.一起去吃飯
你說要帶我去跳舞
我感覺的出你想要接近我的心
但是 這一切都在發生關係之後
慢慢的淡去
我知道因為你開始忙碌於你的事業
巧合的讓你也沒時間陪我
讓我覺得你對我的興趣已不在
因為發生了關係
但我知道你不是故意的
但我也知道我們之間的新鮮感已不在
我後悔 那麼早 與你有這樣的關係
也許 再拖久一點 我們之間的回憶會更美好 也許 我現在也不會覺得受到傷害
when i think about you, I'm feel hurt...so, I guess that make me feel like you are a player,sort of...maybe you didn't ment it, but you make people feel like it,
i really want to tell you that,but i don't have chance....
i want to write to you about this,but i don't think i could...i don't know what am i thinking, maybe i just want to take back the only respect of myself....
Mob,
there's something in my mind that i want to tell you about it.I don't know if that's a good idea to say it, but I just want to write it anyway.
after I back, I've thinking lotz about you,the way you treat me, the memory we had. I know you are not just nice to me, you too have feeling, but maybe just not too strong.I'm kind of regrat that we had sex, coz I strongly feel after we had sex, we lost the freshness of each other,also the attraction.when I memorize the day we went to bar, and the Mariott hotel, I can feel you want to spend time with me, when you say you want to take me to dance, I was really happy.but after that night, things change a lot, maybe you said you are not a player, you never try to play with someone, but sometimes, you act like a player. I wouldn't say you play with me, but I do feel a bit hurt everytime I thought about you.I would never never have sex too soon with a guy ever.that's a lesson.I'm not complain or blame about you, actually I'm still smile when I thought about those memory. all that happend make a great memory,and I feel after I'm back, the relationship with you will be end.I'm happy to end up this way, good memory. and I won't keep thinking about you and wonder what if between us.
well, I don't know why I write this to you, I just want to let you know that I already take my feeling back from you, so you don't have to worry if I'm still have a thing on you, or will I keep bothering you because I like you or something.so, thankx for spending so much time with me while i was there, that was really a great time!