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167愛的鼓勵 0訂閱站台

12月10號，one shock day
到現在腦子還無法停止想著今天發生的事。
今天一早先是鳳鳳打電話來說他們決定把我的圖拿去印盒子了，
這是個大好消息，明年我的作品就會在大街小巷出現了。
接著徐先生送來我給他掃描的圖，
他竟然又不收我錢，
真搞不懂他是看我可愛還是怎麼著，
有人這樣做生意的嗎，兩次給他掃圖都不收我半毛錢，一張掃起來也要個7.8百塊吧。
度過了一個興奮的上午，
下午剛好跟雅惠說起ralph,
想說很久沒他的消息了
寫了訊息問他
are u back from hk yet?
過了一個多小時他回了，
看到他的訊息突然讓我有種手軟的感覺。
yes dear. just back. are we going to meet soon,and did you miss me?
前一陣子他常常在訊息裡叫我dear,我一直覺得那是他故意開我玩笑的語氣，
但今天他這樣寫來，感覺好像是在開玩笑，又好像又要像上次一樣的狀況，
所以這次我學乖了，不再乖乖的回答他的問題，先反問他，探探他是在開玩笑還是怎樣。so I ask,
I guess we will meet soon.you are the busy one,traveling around.miss u? did you miss me?
他回我，
of course i missed you. I am just worried about my future job situation etc,so don't want to mess up anyones life more than mine is. when will we meet?
萬萬沒想到他竟然這麼直接的就表明了他的態度，今天看到這封訊息時,真的覺得so dizzy.我再清楚他的意思不過了，因為上次在車上他才說過，因為他的工作關係，所以他現在並不打算談任何的感情。但他今天這樣講，很明顯的表示了當時他所指的ready也許真的是我。oh my god!
so I wrote,
we can meet anytime except today.are u trying to say something? I get confuse!!

he wrote,
Don't get confused. You are right, but what I am saying is that i only cannot get to know you too well because I don't know where i will be or what job.

ok, everthing is getting clear,我想我知道他在想什麼了。
so I wrote,
cant know me too well?doesn't friend need to know each other well enough to be better friends?take it easy,maybe you won't worry after you relly know me.

he wrote,
Ok. I just want to make sure my situation is more secure before getting too close to someone else. Do you know what i mean?hope this is not too confusing.

I wrote,
I guess I know.take it slow and take it easy,I think I don't know you well enough either.

He wrote,
Ok. We can meet and talk more or just not discuss it more yet. It issomething i meant to say to you for some time now but using sms is the easier way.

I wrote,
ok, when do u want to meet?

he wrote,
Tomorrow night for late dinner after my class at eight thirty ok?