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他出國的這一個多月
對他的想念,似乎不項之前那樣的依賴
前幾天夜裡
同樣的情節,又出現在夢裡
醒來之後有種失落的空虛感
為何到現在 還是會做著同樣的夢
是心理沒找到個解答嗎
做不成情人
而可望能成為好朋友的心
是代表著自己還想著他嗎
隨著他要回來的日子漸漸逼近
心情又有了悸働 又開始忐忑不安
知道一切都將隨著他的離去
而漸漸淡忘
只是 心中的那個結
一直未解開
有種遺憾,恨自己為什麼不敢跟他談
我相信,他其實是願意跟我講的
在e-mail裡,他是那樣的坦白
為什麼突然鼻頭一陣酸
我知道 我們是可以成為無話不談的好朋友的
他心裡的苦,對於夾在他與他父母之間的我
應該是最能了解的

..............
you were in my dream few days ago,
what about it?
well, just dream of that we hand out together and having fun something like that.
actually,I have same kind of dream about you so many times,
and everytime when I woke up,
I'm feel a little bit upset.
I'm just want to tell you,
all the time we had together,
evertime when I memorize,
I'm still feel very happy,
but the things make me feel a bit upset just,that we trying so hard to be together,
but at the end, it just can't work it out.
so I guess that why I'll always dream about us.
but the other thing is,
eventhough we can't be together,
but I hope, we can be a real good friends,
it means that I hope u can be 100% comfortable in front of me,doesn't have to hide your feeling in front of me.
I just want you to know,
you can really trust me.
I knew there's something inside of you make you very stressful and maybe painful,
I don't want to dig out your private life,
but I just want you to know,
whenever you feel bad,and no one can talk to,
I hope I can share your stress,