今天一早收到他的回信
整個人無力了起來
為什麼 到現在 他對我還是有這樣的成見
似乎 我在他心中 是個很差勁的人
他認為他在幫我
但是 所以他所對我的指控
都是別人常常對我的讚美
他總是無法了解我說的笑話
開開玩笑說it will make me more famous!
他就認為我不應該這樣驕傲
很serious的指責我
我不過是在開玩笑
他卻總是聽不懂
我已經覺得好累
if all the comment you had to me,
it's what people always said to me,
then I won't say anything or try to explain.I'll try to change.
but it just all the things u said about me,
it just never have any of my friends say to me before.and actually they said the oppsite things like what u said to me.
something like they usually say i'm humble,i'm nice and i'm cute.those things I heard from my friends all the time.I didn't say it myself.but it just all the things they have good coomment about me, u just had compelitly oppsite comment to me.
and I think i just care too much about what u think about me and don't want u think i'm a bad person because of some misunderstanding.so i explain too much and make it even worse.
I don't care what other people think about me. it just you.
but I'm feel so tired today that I feel maybe we can't even be good freinds.
I already don't know what to say or how to do.i just afraid if i said something you would just thinking in different way.
這對我來說不是一件小事而已
我已經不知道該怎麼跟你繼續當朋友了
好像不知道什麼時候
我可能又會說什麼話而你會想成別的樣子
昨天 我只不過是開玩笑
而你卻很serious的覺得i'm too proud
已經有好幾次這樣的情形發生and couse big fight out of it already.
我從來沒有一個朋友會向你對我有這麼misunderstood
如果今天你所說的
都是我朋友也會講的不好的地方
我會承認 我會改
但it's not.
all the things u said. it's actually other people had compliment about me.
所以我會覺得很難過為什麼你會這樣想我
我會想要跟你解釋讓你知道我不是這樣的人
就像如果我說你偷東西
and u didn't.你是不是會試著explain.
same as me. that I'm explain all that just because I'm not like that and I don't know why u would think like that
但是今天我真的已經覺得好累好累
從我們認識到現在
一直在吵一些這樣的問題
我不知道為什麼我這麼在乎你
在乎你對我的感覺
但這樣讓我很累 也覺得好難過
從我們認識到現在
我已經不知道多少次因為你的關係feel so depress
我本來想說 至少現在我們可以從頭開始
就當朋友
但even being friends 我還是會因為你說的這些話難過一整天
我真的想放棄了
if i just pretend that I never met u.
也許我不會那麼難過
it's my problem
because I have feeling for u before and it seems like I haven't really take my feeling back yet.
所以我還是會難過
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