Ref突然的邀約
讓我一時不知所措
我想他對我也有相當的吸引力吧
不然我不會在十字路口這樣的猶移不絕
I want keep massage your back.
他這樣的玩笑 似乎間接的透露了些許的訊息
看到他這樣的字句 讓我的心崩崩的跳起來
kinda of turn me on.
我老實的跟他說 我擔心的就是這樣的問題
太早發生關係 對relationship不好
其實 我何嘗是在裝高尚呢
我只是不想太快跟他在一起
給他任何覺得我想要跟他在一起的訊息
因為 自己知道 心理忘不掉那個人
知道自己短期內還想去找他
I wouldn’t like it if you are too “easy going”
他讚許我的矜持 呵 你以為我是怎麼樣的女人
是的 我沒辦法跟見面第一次的人就發生關係
淡想想當初跟那爛人 也sort of like that…
我沒有大家想像的那麼innoecent
但以自己的外在讓別人有這樣的錯覺
也許也是一種好事
當我跟jef講我的困擾時
他叫我馬上打電話給mo
問他我可不可以去找他
聽了他的話 股起了勇氣
打給他 nothing much to say, just want to call…
他跟我說他終於變成full time job了
他應該是很高興自己受到的肯定
聊了幾句 我不假思索 很自然的問他
hey, I’m thinking to come visit you again.
He said, when?
November.
He said, this November?
Yes.
他似乎聽到我這麼快又可以來找他 有點點驚訝
他說他11月時要回舊金山一趟
我問他回去多久
他說 about a week or a long weekend.
That doesn’t matter, I’ll only come for around 10 days.
At late November,
If I can finish my project before then.
我想我講的非常自然 因為我真的也想的很自然
就是要去找他 而且在我工作完之後
我想他也很明白的跟我說他的時間
聽到他的答案是肯定時
心中的大石頓時放下
滿足的掛上電話
之後再msn 我又故一跟他提起我心理想講的事
A~~/_~~~ says:
hi hi ^0^
A~~/_~~~ says:
hi..hi..M…bie
M says:
hi pa
Ariel~~/_~~~ says:
what u doing.
M says:
looking up refernce for tomorrow
A~~/_~~~ says:
working again...
M says:
just a little
A~~/_~~~ says:
can i call call??
M says:
sure, but must make it sort, arighty
A~~/_~~~ says:
M says:
sorry sorry
Al~~/_~~~ says:
ok la
Al~~/_~~~ says:
Mo....bie
My says:
yee
A~~/_~~~ says:
there's one thing I want to tell you,I thought about this days
Msays:
yea what's dat
A~~/_~~~ says:
last time when I were there,u made a fun of me it's kinda hurt me a little...
M says:
what did I do
A~~/_~~~ says:
not a really bit dael, but i thinking about it sometimes
M says:
yea?
A~~/_~~~ says:
when we were in bed, u sounds make fun of me said,~why dont u sleep with Chris...
A~~/_~~~ says:
that's kinda a bad joke...
M says:
sorry I didn't realize that it would hurt you, I was just playing
A~~/_~~~ says:
i thought u were....but it's not a good joke though
M says:
I"m sorry la. Don't take it to heart ok?
A~~/_~~~ says:
coz last time u ask me"do i want to try anything else when i were there..."so that kinda make things together..
Al~~/_~~~ says:
yea,i won't as u say so
M says:
what do you mean, I don't understand the last sentence
A~~/_~~~ says:
i mean, last time when we chat in MSN,u ask me that.."do i want to try anything else when i were there.."
M says:
right?
Ar~~/_~~~ says:
and i told u i'm not go there just have sex with u...so i thought maybe u thinking something like that
Ar~~/_~~~ says:
just sort of put two things together make me doublt u mean something...
A~~/_~~~ says:
but i know u always make fun of me.
M says:
no no, I was talking about in bed, but I know you didn't visit for that silly
Ar~~/_~~~ says:
so i won't take it too seriouse la.
Al~~/_~~~ says:
Moby says:
cool ting
A~~/_~~~ says:
hee...yea,so i hope i can come visit u again,and we can hang!!
M says:
yeee
Ar~~/_~~~ says:
cool to hang out and chat with u la
Al~~/_~~~ says:
why u have to go s.f? for the apartment?
M says:
that would be nice nicce
M says:
yea to get the rest of my dtuff
A~~/_~~~ says:
i c....cool. anyway, let me know, maybe i can go s.f. again and meet randy and friends.
A~~/_~~~ says:
we'll see.
M says:
lets see
A~~/_~~~ says:
ok lo. i'm go back to work.and u work and sleepp well
M says:
have you good day
A~~/_~~~ says:
night night...
M says:
bye bye
A~~/_~~~ says:
dream of me ^o^..hee..heee
M says:
yea
感覺他應該也滿想我去找他的吧
明天如果遇到他
問他 whatz other thing u want to try when I were there.
我想他說的是
想跟他一起共享鴛鴦浴 點個蠟燭
或是在沙發上跟他kiss 然後make love
或是拉他到陽台頂 跟他坐在一角 依樣溫柔的kiss他
或是從後面抱著他
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