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每次,心情失落的時候
不自覺的就會想到mob
會想跟他分享心中的不安
感覺上 他是一個能安慰我心靈的一個男人
似乎 所有他講的話
對我來說都像是一個強心劑
支持我站起來
the way he talk,
the way he speak...
even i can image his voice through his e-mail~
寫了這樣一封信給他

Mob,

Nice to hear from you,
Actually,we haven't being together yet,
after the dinner we had the other night,
next day he went to Singapore for business,and hasn't back yet.
we had a great time at that night,
but not really have chance to talk about the relationship between us.
I didn't try to ask becasue I thought it's obviously already.
but the next day, I asked him what does he think about us,and he said,
we should be more than friends now, but he still trying to know me better.
these days while he is away, all the message he wrote to me,is like
"I guess"or"Maybe miss you" type of uncertain sentence.
I guess,either he is trying to play hard to get,or he afried to give any promise before he really sure I'm the one,

I totally understand the man in his age, he has to be sure what type of woman he really wants.
I guess men always more practical than women.
but all these things make me so frustrating and nervous.
a practical men could be cruel sometimes.
and I'm sure not a practical woman.
I don't think he will have problem to like me after he gets to know me more,
but I'm afraid the guy like him will hurt me at the end.
he is too wise and too mature.of course in his age,
he been through so much than me.

I don't know if I really like him,
or just too desperate to have a boy friend.
I guess it's both.but I just hate this situation right now,
it makes me think about him all the time.
Jeffery told me not to be "too nice" or "too sweet",
sometimes it's good to play hard to get.
I don't know how, maybe that is something I should learn.
it's just like what you said, it's all experience.
so, anyway...
I guess, it is the way what relationship should be.it's all learning for me.
new experience,new life~
no pain no gain,right?

have a nice one~

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