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今早
又像老人似的起了個大早
凌晨3點 一起床的第一件事就是開機
開始工作
聽著beatles的 hey jude
腦中又顯現了許許多多與Mob的回憶
the movie,the ice skating,the sausalitto,the bar,the night in powell,and the clod weather in the cit....
這些回憶就像流水似的又衝回到了我的腦子裡
想起來 有種悲悽悽的感覺
像是一根小小的針 刺在心理似的
有點點痛 卻不至於心碎
我想 這個男人 在我的生命裡
應該已佔了一個不可取代的位置吧
想著 就提筆寫了一封信給mob
想告訴他這個感覺
Mob,

show you the poster I done for the taipei children's arts festival,
I'm really exciting, eventhough this project drives me crazy,
but it's in the progress,and as soon all my works will be all over in the taipei city,that is a biggest effort!!

howz you? howz the new life and the new job in Seattle?
it's already been 3 month since I visited you, time pass so fast!!
everytime when I listen the Beatles song,I think of you,
I recall those memories I had with you,the bar, the ice skating, the cold weather in the city...all these memories feel kinda sad but also very memorable,
I think, you were really something in my heart.and I always feel you are someone I can trust and share my feelings.eventhough we can't be the couple,but I'm glad we still keep our good friendship :)

remember the english guy I told you before? we been hang out these two month already,after I get to know him,I find out he is a really nice person.different than I expect,he took me to meet all his friends and colleagues,and everyone else think we are together,but he never ask me to be his girlfriend.so I've been thinking all the time, what is really in his mind? and last week,we kinda had a big argument through the e-mail,and finally we found out two of us are just guessing whatz really in others mind.that is really funny and really a big misunderstand.I can't image a guy over age 35 would act like this.and he don't look that shy at all! tonight,we will have dinner together,I guess, this is the time to clear out all these messy misunderstanding!!

so,have a good week,Mob,
write me sometimes la!!

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這樣的信 不知他看了會又什麼感覺
我相信 他跟我一樣有feeling
他會了解我在說什麼的
他也會感覺到我們之間的pure friendship.
他知道 我們兩個有許多共同點
他知道 我們的心靈是可以溝通的
我相信 在他看到我這樣的信
他會很高興
because, we become close friends again.