捍衛電台 since you've been gone,,

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我突然找回這樣的感覺..

 

 

..that I realize you don't even love.. me..

那麼 為何不甩掉我這個麻煩物呢?

你大可直接地拋開那些過往曾經

你大可直接丟棄掉所有what I gave you.. 如果你覺得那是負擔的話, why not?

please do it now as what I say.. or ever said..

你為什麼不直接說我很噁心令人人厭惡

你大可以這樣做 你一定要讓我傷心我才會死心 事實就是如此阿

你大可以光明正大地跟某人在一起

你大可以直接地像個男人鼓起勇氣去追求某個人

你大可以去向誰告白

你大可以說你明天就要跟某個女人結婚

然後你要邀請我當你的婚禮招待or something like that, ..whatever..

maybe我會被你遺忘 或不擔任什麼重責大任I guess.. 哈哈是我自作多情了抱歉拉

你大可以對我發出驅逐令

你大可以對我喊出holy shit.., disgusting creature.., such a suker guy.., 

damn, you're gross.., or such as you bastard..

kinda this I think..

like I ever said..

你可以直接丟棄掉那些阿..

you know.. things you don't even like.. you don't even need or use once..

the guestion is....

if you don't like these.., then....,

why do you still keep them? right?

you can just throw it away as you like.. or wish.. whatever

you can just throw it away..

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then, what're you waiting for? what makes you so confused?

you just.., you knew, BE A MAN..果決一點 都丟了吧

連我們之間的回憶也一起.., please..

I'll appreciate for doing this..

如果要我刪除掉你的記憶 ; 與你這個人 ; 一起

all of those memories.. between us..

那我寧願從沒遇見過你 也從未曾知曉你這人過.., oh please.. give me a chance..,

God.

那就是"不能跟你所愛的人在一起不是懲罰，遺忘才是.."的寓意了..

 

and I wonder if you could tell me leave you directly..

就直接一點的說我不喜歡你我不愛你這樣吧

請你離開之類的我想我會照做

在你丟棄那些的同時 我也會同時被你丟入絕望然後消失

不是在裝可憐 perhaps it's kinda有心理準備

好吧也許我是但那又如何有差別嗎有什麼了不起

no big deal.

如果你可以承受為何我不行

如果你可扮黑臉.. 我..

不.. 不行我無法承受我是coward但你也是

你就直接一點拒絕我吧

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,then.. why don't you tell me in direct..?

即使我會很難過很難過..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Marketa Irglova and Glen Hansard - If You Want Me

from the motion picture "Once" , the original soundtract - tract 02.

《曾經，愛是唯一/Once》的電影原聲帶第二首

有時候我會想放歌詞的用意到底是什麼?

有誰會認真看? 我從不相信 像個傻瓜一樣

但如果你有放過歌詞 我就會看過 像小連那樣 因為我喜歡那首歌

如果你知道我要表達什麼意思

也許你就會願意去找歌詞(?) 如果我對你來說真有如此重要(?)

如果在你心中的我也是像在我心中的你如此重要珍惜的話(?)

have no idea..,

but..

if I were important to you..

maybe..

you would.. once..

 

而我放這首歌除了喜歡之外

更因為某天你上線時我剛好在聽這首歌 所以就更加確定要用這首歌

然後我最近又再度夢見你了

可是你依然在裡面不理我.. 唉..

not a word..

not even a goodbye..

我們搭巴士 我嘻笑 你注意 你轉移 你說話搭理 我刻意不理

我們被要求 你先走 我發呆 我驚醒 我尷尬 摸摸鼻子走到目的地

好像要下車了 我下了 一須臾 我才發現你早已不見了 我難過我失落

順序好像都錯置了我也記不清.. 好怪..

 

我還夢見簡撒旦和連小連其他人我忘記了簡仕淳坐我旁邊我記得我笑得很開心哈哈

然後小連跟你長得好像也太嚇唬人(撲倒)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

你永遠不會知道你有多帥

你永遠不會知道你有多壯

但那都只是表面的太膚淺

那也不是你吸引我的原因

好拉其實是拉一部分

其實你有著可以溫暖人心的能力

你很溫柔you're so kind你很貼心you're thoughtful你很沉穩哈哈好爛不知道英文了

你很怎麼說有一種使人信服的力質

你笑起來很可愛會令人春心蕩漾哈哈 而且我超愛看見你笑的時候與樣子(羞赧)

哈哈是真的很可愛的小鹿亂撞

我心中可能是小兔子亂跳bunnies jump..

每被你碰觸到一次就覺得像觸電般激情像通電般的暖流過心底全身遍佈呼呼

要受不了了

可以請你走開嗎?

因為你對我來說就是如此致命吸引力

I just can't see anyone else around you..

It's only you.

and.., "I can't take my eyes off you."

而且"我看透了他的心 演著全是他和她的電影"

"你是自由的 我是附屬的 她是永遠的 我是錯誤的"

you will never know what's the meaning of "deadly attraction", will you?

 

然後宗教說deadly sin

像憤怒、貪婪、嫉妒、貪食、淫邪、驕傲和懶惰

會使人的靈魂無法上天堂

我想能做到這樣的人真的是聖人with no doubt.

 

後來我仔細地反覆檢視及思考過我的想法

我還是覺得我這樣做沒有錯

即使我把某個人當成我生活中的重心存活著

但至少我沒因此commit suicide

我也沒犯下什麼社會事件重罪 也沒上社會新聞頭版

why can't I?

我還是保有我自己的空間 只是心裡頭多住上了一個人或是心頭肉這樣

並沒有負擔與損失阿besides.

我還是活的好好的阿能吃能喝能睡能排泄能聊能玩能走能坐能做哈哈

what big deal?

except.. 得失心是還是會有的..

但那又怎樣 我就還沒看過有人在戀愛這回事當中會不曾失望過的

,though.., it's been兩個男人這樣說過我..

,and.. you're the other..

但我就是想證明這樣還是可以哼

 

而且更重要的是..

我不想因此被你當成某個戀愛瘋子 少招惹為妙的那種..

怎麼辦你會這樣想我嗎?

還是你已經這樣想了噢不?

那什麼話都不用說了

我已經有足夠離開你的理由了I guess..