Dear Lovage,
Perhaps the best way to keep in touch with you is to visit your webpages regularly, as your email account seems to be quite out of order.
I wonder if you have received the photos or not...
But anyway, life seems fairly stable here in Taipei. Everyone I know seem to be doing sufficiently well and reasonably content with what they are offered.
Because my boss is very busy with whatever he's doing, no one really tells me what to do now during my office hours.
As a result, I often find myself staring into the blank of my mind, while my eyes fixed on the computer monitor.
Days are dull, but nights are happening. Ever since I found what I could do with my photos with RW's computer, I've been restlessly looking forward to going home.
I remember reading somewhere, someone had said that photos tell a million things words can't.
Although I'm not so sure whether it is absolute truth, I certainly felt that way when I looked at the photos.
A gulf seems to have come between you and me since those few particular email messages we exchanged shortly after your first 2002 trip to France, and the loss of your email, or mine for that matter, due to mail server fault was only a part of something more substantial.
I had not realised how much I missed, and how much I feared you, until I saw how you looked in the pictures.
I imagine you must look very different now.
So.
Perhaps I am waking up from a dream, and the language I speak in that dream is now taken out of me, leaving me numb with thoughts quite impossible to formulate into words.
Perhaps I'm being pensive when I think about how I've no place in offering you my opinions regarding your life decisions.
Perhaps not.
I hope you get well soon.
love, p
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