Dear Lovage,
How was London? Did you see many butterflies there?
Part of me is calm and rational, thinking that you should never show your affections for the bloke, not too much anyway.
This may seem contradictory to what I have been telling you. After all it is me who kept telling you that I think he fancies you. However, I have my reservations about how good a man he really is for you, you know.
I've told you more than once that I don't know him that well. I still think not, and probably that is why before you left I wanted to warn you. Not of him, because I think he is a good person, and a nice big brother. But when it comes to the games of love, I would rather you play hard to get than be your true self with him. With anyone, really, because you are so fragile now, and I don't trust too many blokes on this planet.
Maybe I am overreacting, since you kind of hinted at the likelihood of "doing something about it..."
Brook's point is not so much about missing having someone as it is about knowing whether this is a good relationship. In other words, can you see clearly?
If you just want someone to be there, I'm sure he can be that person, too, maybe even only as a big brother. But maybe you're just so soft that you are touched by how nice he's been to you all this time. Maybe you didn't miss having someone there, but when you accidentally found he'd been lingering around there, you were happy to see him after all.
I think I should stop putting things into your head. Will you be all right if I stop talking about him completely from now on? I have tried NOT to interfere with what happens between you two, but still I may have cared too much for your benefit.
Take good care of yourself, will you?
lots of kisses
p
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