希堤蘿伊的小花兒 Time is the natural way to keep everything from happening at once.

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”I love you too much to ever start liking you.
So don’t expect of me to be your friend.”
在連陽光都幾乎沒有溫度的11℃，音響的老歌這樣唱著。
如果這樣的無奈，在80年代能被情歌手道盡，那麼如此年輕的我也沒有什麼好多說的了。

還沒來得及喜歡你，就已愛上了你。
也是因為太年輕，我曾經衝動的忘了循序漸進，沒有注意到那太過奢華的佛朗明哥式熱情，背後鑲嵌著烏托邦的空虛。
後來我才發現，無知的我從沒學習過，愛人和朋友，之間還有很多步驟。
那種被稱作曖昧的區段，明明我是在熟悉不過的。
我失去了愛人的能力，也遺忘了當朋友的原因，就在那不上不下的泥沼中，唱著...
”Sometimes late at night you’ll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You make me vow to try and stop by sometime
Baby that’s a promise I’can’t keep.”


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Lobo -- Don’t Expect of me to be your friend

I stopped sending flowers to your apartment
You said you aren’t home much anymore
I stopped dropping by without an appointment
Cause I’d hear laughter coming through your door.

Sometimes late at night you’ll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You make me vow to try and stop by sometime
Baby that’s a promise I’can’t keep.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don’t expect of me to be your friend.

I don’t walk down through the village or other places
That we used to go to all the time
I’m trying to erase you from my memory
Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don’t expect of me to be your friend.

You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
Introduce me to your latest lover
That’s when I feel the walls start crashing in.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don’t expect of me to be your friend.