First of all, I have to say sorry to my colleague
because I lied to you that I professed that your words was nothing
when you explained what you had said was not a blame.
I am not the person who can epress the feeling at the moment that
he or she feels angry and sad. I always attempt to
calm myself down first and regroup myself few hours later.
Then, I can share things and feeling to others and people involved.
I did care about what you mentioned that I was careless about
surroundings and I didn’t comprehend the priority of the work.
I felt angry, sad and disappointed. At the begining, I angered myself
for the mistake that I had done, and I also admitted my colleague
irritated me for arraigning for the wrong priority of work I set.
This event happened at the day before yesterday.
When I stuck the discount labels on books, I would like to keep the
empty label papers and make them to be notepapers. I didn’t mean
that I wanted to cut them immediately at that time;
instead, I just thought I could reserve them
and cut them when I had a free time.
However, my colleague considered that I still had some things to do,
and there was no time for me to make notepapers. It ought to be
the last thing to do.
She misunderstood what I meant.
I didn’t argue with her. Obeying what she said was the best method.
I am a new guy in the bookstore and still learning things by
my colleague’s directions. I know she didn’t blame me, and she only
wanted me to be good enough to do this job.
She is alwayws nice to me. I hate myself that I can’t control
my temperament and make myself be in the bad mood.
So immature!! I deserve it!
Besides, I disappoint that I can’t work independently, and I am
merely the clerk who always follow orders to do things
instead of deliberating what I should do and how to solve
the problems that I encounter.
It seems that I am a baby and need someone to take care of me
all the time. What a shame! That is the worst day I have ever had
in the bookstore.
Although I feel unhappy, it is a good chance
for me to look back my over-a-month training and to reflect what
I have learned and what I still lack for so that I can improve myself.
Also, I must warn myself that I should never be absent-minded or
relax myself while I am working. I should be cautious about
everything of workplace, and be a great and independent clerk.
After all, my boss doesn’t pay me to chat with colleagues and
do nothing but sitting in front of the computer to surf on Internet.
Looking on the bright side, I find my defects at the begining and
still have time to amend.
I hope I can be better since now.
Happy Working!!!!
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