晚上的屯門公路。
坐在巴士上層,耳筒內是Craig Armstrong的音樂。
燈柱、薰黃燈光、迅間己擦過無數次。仿絃樂、零碎電音、憂傷、詭異、卻牽動心緒。
與黑夜融為一體,風雨欲來之氣勢又令人透不過氣,就像揭視了心內的矛盾。敝上眼簾,美若天使頌歌的和唱,天堂似不遠了,與妳牽著手擁吻著的溫馨,又在腦海中翻騰,心在痛。
妳至愛的Mogwai在Craig的加工下變得更淒怨,似在替妳身上十多條鎖鏈而哀號。淚流不出,一直都流不出,滿溢得靈神也浸壞了。在妳面前,我不能是弱者,但一定不是其中一條鎖鏈,妳知道。
深夜了,獨個兒待在。不想打斷心靈音符,從未如此投入過,我的感官告訴我,這便是看得到的音樂,仿如幾米在"地下鐵"內天馬行空的世界,不過他的世界色彩繽紛,而我的卻較清淡和沉鬱。
白天的酷熱給忽然而來的驟雨降溫。海旁的景色沒什麼漂亮,一如以往,一陣陣涼快海風使我停下來,目不轉睛,靈魂己飄了去。始終電話沒有再響過,讓這寧靜的環境繼續與音樂融合,但願有天妳我可一起感受到這迷人意境。Bono輕輕呤唱的Stay (faraway, so close),正好是我心內的倒影,似遠又近。這刻妳也在折騰著想念著嗎?
Stay (Faraway, so close)
Green light, Seven Eleven,
You stop in for a pack of cigarettes.
You don't smoke, don't even want to.
Hey now, check your change.
Dressed up like a car crash
Your wheels are turnin' but you're upside down.
You say when he hits you, you don't mind
Because when he hurts you, you feel alive.
Oh, is that what it is?
Red lights, grey morning
You stumble out of a hole in the ground.
A vampire or a victim
It depends on who's around.
You used to stay in to watch the adverts
You could lip synch. to the talk shows.
And if you look, you look through me
And when you talk, you talk at me
And when I touch you, you don't feel a thing.
If I could stay, then the night would give you up.
Stay, and the day would keep its trust.
Stay, and the night would be enough.
Faraway, so close
Up with the static and the radio.
With satellite television
You can go anywhere:
Miami, New Orleans
London, Belfast and Berlin.
And, if you listen, I can't call.
And, if you jump, you just might fall.
And, if you shout, I'll only hear you.
If I could stay, then the night would give you up.
Stay, and the day would keep its trust.
Stay with the demons you drowned.
Stay with the spirit I found.
Stay, and the night would be enough.
Three o'clock in the morning
It's quiet, there's no one around,
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel runs to ground.
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel hits the ground.
文章定位: