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In fact, why some white come to Taiwan or Asia to teach?

partially because they can't really survive well in their home countries but

that is not always the case.

I know some are kinda nice but they sort of have some depression

or a bit bipolar disorder.

Lately I got a 49 year old BEd woman a chance

to teach here. I took the risk while she did too.

I was not too shocked she didn't work out;

she couldn't really teach too well even she had a BEd.

I feared she'd blame me much for things not panning out;

fortunately, she still thanked me for helping her

and my hospitality.

I mean it.. I am really a nice person, fairly nice..enough.

Most of time. I don't feel people think my job is stable or promising

or many girls think I am not reliable or sort of a player.

but I guess partially due to my bad luck or the way I handle things,

things are not so going well with me sometimes and

I do feel very frustrated...

I know some girls do fall in love immediately right after they meet

someone but I guess that is not for me.

I blew up a good chance. I was too keen to mess up the thing.

She totally blocklisted m.

I know I am not that young anymore and I am eager to find someone kinda right

but I believe if I still rush things, it may not work out.

Even I heard so many just go for it on the 1st ,2nd date but

it never worked out well for me.

I felt a bit good that Kathleen didn't blame me

and still thanked me for hospitality. She was nice ,she was too nervous

,and may have a bit mental problem but no doubt,many sort of have some slight mental problems.

She spent money coming and things didn't pan out . I did feel bad

but at least she was reasonable enough and knew I was nice ,kind to help her.

Sure. I am always nice. I always try to treat people with respect if they are showing

a bit kindness.

I really learnt a good lesson this time. I will reply a bit briefly as I meet up with some new friends

which may be a better way to keep things flow.

I will still stay positive ,smile ,move on to my future

and hopefully those suffering from a bit depression and

get more support and better luck too so we all can move on..........

Even many sort of smart emperors fear of dying and ask many servants or concubines to commit suicide

after they pass away.

I guess they do not fear of death but loneliess as they may enter an unknown world.

Think of this way, if they can still think after the death. Come on, there are other

dying nearly at the same time. They won't be alone..haha..right?

My point is haha..loneliness is more fearful...........

OK.......that's it...I will miss her and thank her..

They have a right to walk away as they don't know me much.

I always have to find a way to make them know me better so I will do my best to fix it.