i got another best book plan it is <capital of knowledge>
now i have a plan to write down some western novel critics with so deep digging on the main point of view, reading west is not a easy matter, thanks for those who contribute on translation deeds, can i ask what to be trading on the very long future, history, food, civilizaton, water, electricity, sutra, wisdom, news, cash, education, belief or sales? this novel i will name it as devision of flow,
kind of like a lady being raped and then find a new lover who treat her very well, they like to discuss books on the bed, also in the dream, they got the life of living close together, but is it possible to be honest with a romace after hurt too much?please wait for me to tell the plot.
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now i find a teacher who want to lead me to write a drama, so i decide to work it as a dialogue style of plot, maybe it will be a subject like love romance on postmodern archy
, and the privacy about all roles in this story, the female
is a editor of freelance, the male is a teacher of semiotic
phylosiphy, when they first met is on a library of artist history, and what he preach is all about her carnation in the past of european, when my teacher tell me when to begin
the leson, i will start to write on as long as shakesbear do, there comes three chapter:(1)prologue devide(2)ortha-dox devide(3)circulate devide,with seven trasures of the
buddhism in morality, and ten welfare in the principle of the buddha, if any one is interested in such a topic, plz let me know, thanks a lot.
in fact, it is a real story of my romance<capital of knowledge>
long time ago when i was a freshman, i gom home, out from my classmates rented house at mid night, as i waited in the bus station bench, some one drive a blue car and stop in front of me, he call me inside, so i did it as he want, i tell him am a school student while love writting, then i give him my articles to him, he is a comany worker with a task participate meeting everyday, he is complaining that he is very busy that his girl friend want to leave him, i want to fellow him home, but did not talk loud, he stop at the memorial hall side walk and give me a long french kiss
, ask my name and signiture and phone and take me home, as he ask me if i want to go to the hotel with him, he seems know that i am a virgin, so he let me go without any futher connection, he just a son of my university leader, and he has a id teaching in the philosophy course, i ever go to listen to his speech, and i write a sad song about never getting married this life, and something about my feelings on up and down in between the knowledge he said.
this professor live in the back of my family, he sleep in a decorated room without any job and idealism, once he go to a painting leeson teach me how to paint any topic of people and landscapes, he gives me a gift which until now i still remain in the table, i dont know why he wont see me when i go to his rented house filled with books, i understand he ever want us to paint one easter egg, but i give him two eggs with red splendid colors, as he gone away, i miss him very much, i even think about how to chase after him, i am a girl easily fallen in love, after god's study, i find out that he is a semiology researcher,
once he ask me to join the meeting of decorate the big hall of musical performance in the place he kiss me first,
but ever since that he seduce my novel as a stone publish
company, going with a girl who escape from our family with a fake name, they #OOPS# every day just want to let me blow jealousy temper, but i dont know why i take another boy's love, each time he come to me, i just say yes i would do any thing he ask me to, but he never become a real man, to me i dont know what is love either, i want to give him my first blood, but he want three person together, therefore i forget him to a forest stay my solutide with one tree.
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he has a poster of an japanese singer named medicine pills hanging on the wall, it is his dreaming idol,what happened i really in a mess never know what is happening, but one thing for sure is that as he drive a very poor car and calling my name to go with him, i cant remeber him and so i tell him i must go home, what ever he teach he just show the fondness on me, i of course like his complication, but as he teach anti-edipus in a tea bar, all the students left me, wont take me there and give me one copy theory to have headache with every night, i dont know why he say he loves nizai more than his wife, if he get married then where did he live, i eating one green pill named quiet everyday, cause no one would like to listen to my question like a river long and twist,finally i meet him in the cram school, he teach me greek logic, but i still give it up, he use another fake name interprete so many theory about art and asthetic and also express on the psycology magazine
, i am sorry never reach his heart and soul, by the time
as a lass i think he throw me away to a loneliness place, i will never forgive him, but in the other sea shore, i give him twice, he makes me a quiet slave of love, siting in his leg hold on tight but he never tell me the due word like "i love you"or something,this time he want to meet me on the high way train, but i dont smile to him, cause he is a play boy in my life, sex is important then his love.
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as i browse on the internet, i recall his name on the zine,
he trying to study the psychic of feminist and all male's
theory if is suitable for weman to get back to the two sex marriage responsibility, ever get on a web called about.com
, the discussion of all market books is so lousy, nop one say the deep thoughts, so i write down some true word, but being omited from the column, i can tell that stephen king is express the outlaw who study on the horror topic about heart of sutra, especially in the cell, the horror is not from outside, it is a statement of your heart when you fell
anxiety about being lead by other or emergency circustance around you, if praise can not save you from communication disable to people hear you, how can you be safe from any trouble without helping each other.A map of illustration is to lost direction on the way of peace and joy, jame in the bridge means the ciilization sometimes waste a lot of energy and resource that nobody can get smarter by miracle power to solve it, the bridge of hopeless,horror is like bombing everywhere at random,disaster of no reason come to knock us down, all we do is to study heart sutra on the topic of thriller, so that we can maintain harmony forever.
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before i talk about dan brown, i will tell everyone who read this article that there are nine sesibility in our mind,the five root are eye,ear,nose,mouth,toung ,body and mind,andthen seven is mona, eight is alaiye,at last, the ninme is the hightest named the capital of knowledge that is your heart. cathelic mystery in daviche code is like put the hightest lord onto the circle of the earth,and also in the universe where the truth is slant, if you believe in both there will be orthedox phallcy which makes you bother so deep and until you find the conclusion it still can not satisfy your believe,all his book such as digital fortress,angel and devil,the deception point,are to reveal the dark shadow in the rule of dangerous clue, once you fall into the seduction trap you probably will drop down into a never ending hole,every code is a pandola box,that we must prevent from discovering it to canceal,
obey the tradition maybe a difficult time to bear, but get out of the borderline is more difficult than you can imagine, so i think dan brown is making effort on the technology world where the lord is not by your side,where will you come to, maybe just search for logic in your suppose wisdom, but not exactly objective and subjective as you wish to understand, in this postmodern world we have to build a new faith on our doing, detective mind will make you blind,only cherish what you got is a dure way to be happy,when the lord come to you, it is a new beggining to reborn your contribution to others.
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Capital of knowledge is true heart
Now I am a poor lady with unborn wish，being forced to grow up and match the guy in my doom，but I keep myself never say things I think，I rather go to wipe the trash in the park than going to school，pretty but no brain is my symbol to test if any one love me this simple way，I go back to year 1543 where prison in the time of nowhere，so
The man wont know the watch is a memory when we going through there have a back futurism which maybe a wrong history but we don’t matter anymore，if we can live untill die together，I will never say a word of complain，but in fact I prefer doing my ideal in my life，in stead of being taken away any selfness in my mind，how I want to
Go with him，but he pretend like my sister’s chaser written a alternative letter to me， I do not decode，cause I am still sinking in my own bitterness soul with body so cold he know it，I carry any soul that keep me warm，lying in bed writing all my stories happen in my life，I never tell others my problem and suffering，I am not a slut but being abandoned by the capital world，if I got refused to this civilization，not knowing how to flatter a man and his love request，until I run to the sale market and meet him he makes me a totally controlled slave without any words to say，and I wait for him to show up，but he never go back to me anymore，I cry out and weep that night on the pillow，because of his love wondering I am confused too，he seem never know me well but I can see he play television show for me，which makes me laugh out loud。
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i try to hide the secret being raped by a strange man named yahow, he collected many golden statue of all buddhas, and he force me to give it to him, although it is only one penetration, but i am so afraid that my boyfriend will abandom me, so i make smiling face to him everyday, and on the other way i go to see a doctor who will listen to me the broblem inside my mind, when i was a high school student i choose hurt shortly than longly,and insist her single all life long,now she is 40 years old but wanting a steady and beautiful red line relationship, the professor come back to her alley but she dont know what he thinks about her suffering, life is like a complicated stage drama, she feel crying mood but nobody understand, if she celebrate thanksgiving day instead of christmas day, she can reach the motif of such a splendid world, but as she comes from buddhism family, she is born to know religious knowledgement, once she ask boyfriend to watch a white wedding in the temple, and he promise her, in her life she only make wish of becoming independent lady, but this marry retual just makes her so wishful and suprised.
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i find out that young professor study on <Dispositif of the body> from the web search, so i go to the kingstone bookstore and book one poiece, all theory are about male's
thesis,of course,he is interested in the art statue and also the most comtemperary school readings,which is i never quite sure why he is so talented in making love to me,but he dispose me at that night just because i fancy that sex is wonderful in his car, what did i do wrong?i havent take time to ask him, his action tell me that i am a flower that male will give up chasing, so i have to be all alone, his study words hurt me so intesely, if he accept me not only because of my making mistake for falling in him, any way i get his book,it is like his soul carved in my body and mind, i want him this way, so i try hard to catch up with all the theory i ever read all ever before, now i am only one of his reader and student goes away, i am so happy because he reach the statement of good
honour where there is no woman desire him at all. i always wish someday to meet my true love, but i never know what is love is being beside him host his thoughts and works. i want myself to be clear in my searching path withiout any other help, i remember he when i am young i ever love him,
but i dont need a company of his world, there is a gap to be unable to love, and i know i am a slow motion lover in each time i discover something about him, so i make it a memory that never touch his land of so many individuality.
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i am a person who easily fall in the plato love with those who chasing for knowledge, and i have feminist point of view to fight against them, at first i thought love will never last, and in my world, no one write love letter to me, especially those males i love, if they chose fancy of wisdom, they will never want a lady who searching for love
and romance, when he come to ask me if he can publish one collection of book for me, i quickly answer yes, but once memtion about true love i will suddenly become a cat who
murmuring everyday, i dont want to be born and going to a very bad wedding curse then go mad, this life i can be sure to become a very good writer, but those are dramas of plot to make other readers fall in love, my trap produce so many gossip from partners together, but i still feel very happy that my world is autographia which all real.
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one day when i go to logical class, one student weared a homely pair of ugly shoes, and his attitude is not so good, after that class, i meet a old man who can tell my fortunes by a mirror, he ask me to throw away the ring in my finger, and wraped with a paper puting into the trash box on the street, as i do this i still feel a little not
would like to, cause it is a soul of two snakes twisted together, i buy it from the underground market, i go there see so many old man and woman selling their family goods,
and something they dont cherish anymore.when i go home, i tell my mother that idont want to go to cram school to take any diploma, i want to still going my way of writing,
until the pen runs dry, and my brain is empty, or i will not give up my wish to be a good auther in native taiwan,
after few years striving hard on successful fame, i get some prize and title, such as postmodern female creator.
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he drive around the corner and see me with a dark smile,
recently i bought his thesis from kingstone book shop by special booking, i am so glad that he come to find me, he used to live in the neighborhood, but now another family buy to live, sometimes i can hear his coughing but not so sure, the prize in the painting class disappear just this few days, that is a mark of fanc which maybe stand for the big mall of photo goods for people to shopping, now since every thing is gone, i should be careful when he write down the male body sensibility in the world of phylosophy, i am so prode that he make a schorlarship but also shame about myself forget all theorys i ever read, i feel fresh on my brain, and unable to receive any knowledge and apply it in the paper, it is a homework i made myself to do but i think
with a dizzy memory i cant not contribute anything perfact.
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from the childhood prize of a pin machine used to close a letter or document, i start to hate it since i meet eric,he ask me if i know what is ready made in art, so i put so many
pins on a paper floding together, eric wish me to give him that art work, so i admit him to do anything he likes, that is a subconciousness story that i guess he wont know, i hate
the man give me this stuff wishing me send as many letters or report as i can, but all i want is to be a beautiful lady
with some romance in my articles, but after all he pretend to be the stone publish company boss's brother hanging up with my friend who is leading the group of a dramatic cat workshop,they always try to find out who is my lover, but i never tell untill they all become famous on the field of their professional job, i start to love them, but it is a remote love that nobody will care, still i will not get close to.
capital of heart turn out wrong
yesterday is fool's day, i go to listen a class od dramatic writing, at the meeting on the road with friends, i forget to take my opus and presents for the teacher, the most important thing that missing is my dearest purse, with all my identifications and cards, and also some buddha posters, i feel so sad that i can not concentrate on my class, while the teacher explain that four parts of literature, he says that poem is a pot, prose is a line, novel is a space, and drama is a ball, that is a very uniqe statement that i can really understand the easy theory that i never heard before,
when we get back home, we pupils lost our way to taipei city
, because the traveling card is going something wrong, so we
waste a lot of time to deal with it, we are so exauseted and
tired that the hungery feelings hit us, after all is setting
down right, we curse the lord of fool, what a terrible day.
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i remember ever read english transfered novels,my teacher admit that she is the writer of<speak> when she is a student
,althought i never finish it, but i know there is no any dialogue in side, that is a fixation of slience she set, i
also read <beloved>and <the well beloved>,one is by the nobel prize winner toni another is by thomas hardy, they both tell the hardship of love and be loved, birth and cant sense the importance of love, as i wear the slogan of"wish more love" on the street,my teacher notice that and talk about it with some comment of love topic in novelist world. huxuly write down the door of magic, i read the chinese version but dont know why i never remember any story about it, in fact,i like henry miller the most, because he always take the reality to be his focus, eros and death,and the feeling of a living attitude not with the crowd, always being a solo audience of observation, and that is simply the state of a writer.
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i book a theory of my logical teacher' writing, he study on the body connection with other serious field of philosophy, and become a professor in tainan university, i remember he always stay in the colum of teacher dran, which is a curing mind magazine, with the caring he write those articles, i can understand how he is such a good man, in my lerning days
, he gives me complimenting courage, about the logo of greek
,once i dream about getting married with him in the sea of love near the greek seashore, there are all white buildings and i climb the ledder with my wedding dress, i feel very happy and delight with him holding hand by hand,right now i am study the poetry theory just to be more professional on my way of becoming a good female poet, as i saw the moon in the south, i know one of my chinese name is a symbol of unfullness of the moon, that is wane, so when i see the fuul moon in the sky, i am so glad that she always praise for my road on the literature idealiam, and i make it the homework to the director of teachimg drama, who is a very kind old man with so many honour in the positoion of film.
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my first time reading western story, is all about romace in the palace, or big villa, such as lady millan, sometimes i read sad story too, like lady sadness, and the unbearable lightness of life by milan quendala, when i am a college student i watch the lover by duras, but i still dont want to believe those romantic story written by male novelist, <the hours> is not so touchable to me, but <no body write to
the colonel> is a good novel cause i see the movie too, it is a poor heart when no one come to write to you all a bout the suffering life, from the other place, the old man wait on the dock for some letter from whom i dont know, but i got the experience too, my father give me the estranger by
camus,which shock my look, i never think about death and the plot of crime,so nakedly express in the sentences i read, right now i love orhan pamuk the best, and i will go to look over the <black book> cause it is all concerned with the induviduralist who sinking in the dark library.
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last week i buy some black small fishes to raise, in the square pool by 1000 dollars, with some medicine water and feeding food, i like to watch them swim, but after all they are all past away cause the water is filled with food they cant swallow with a mouth too small, if they know i have no sense of feeling about their death,would they come to punish me by any kind of bothering karma?love is not so fragile as fish's life, it is a fighting game in heart and mind and competing the understanding of each other, he is on the south while i stay in the north, anyway i want to study the topic of "heart has a soul too", but not knowing how to start, now i dont have dream, so waiting for romance to come, if nobody come to me i will fancy and recording the imagination from the past,when i was young so many boy
love me and tease me some kind of plitness dialogue, i am ill between love and hate, some thing about hyper love which so close and intimate in my eye will become a jealous complex, i wish any body break my spell of talent to write any tragedy ending,i never know how to edit a good conclution between male and female, i havent been to love and be left to the silence of waste land all alone with my psyco disease, love is to me easy come easy go, only good friend realize my sense of feeling that i like to be alone without solitude and boring honourship to satisfy myself, a big secret to live is to take laundry money and do good deed, for example, build a temple,produce religious books.
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i start to write some message in his email, all about the memory i am thinking about him, he lead me to a world of left wing knowledgement, but ever since i go to the home town, i become a reader who is hate to read, and a schalor who forget about all theory, so i am living with a empty mind all day long, and shopping a lot of books that i dont even want to read, it sound strange, but it happened once before, and my father give me a note book wrapped with yellow paper, so i write down something that is special,
until now i think it is proses about a mind of flower in short of water, but he let me know he will study for love,
and cover me my travelling mind of male thoughts with best
explanation, i like soul while he study body, isnt that so
funny? maybe he want existence just like i used to feel before in high school, i will keep on waiting his answer.
buddha's heart is his holding lotus
teacher,let me tell you that answer, because you say these two colour can make some kind of beautiful image for the mountain.
if any one want to see the ending, please give me fax number, i will give hand writing to you.because i need some body type for me.......the big ending.........
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Oh, I am so confused!
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you dont know when i am blue, i carry only some money to travel around taiwan, and i drop by a little stop station where there is a ladder bridge between the the platform and the other side, as i watch why the mountain is so betiful, i meet two boys coming from the bridge waiting train standing desides me,nothing haPPENED JUST SOME JOKING WORDS I DONT WANT TO HEAR, NOW I MEMORIZE THAT IS THE COLOUR OF MY DRAWING AND NOBODY STAY HERE CAUSE NOTHING GROW OR SUITABLE TO LIVE, THE PAINTING FOREVER REMAIN IN MY HEART, IF I CAN USE CAMERA TO RECORD IT, OR WRITE SOME POEM TO PRAISE IT,I NEED TO KNOW IT IS NSAME FIRST, BUT I DONT HAVE A MAP JUST WASTING MY TIME TRACING FOR PEACEFUL MIND OF THE UNTOLD FEELINGS, IT IS LIKE A POEM AS"I SEE THE GREEN MOUNTAIN SO UPHIGH,I THINK IT WATCHES ME AS THE SAME", THEN FINALLY THE SLOW TRAIN COMES TO HERE LIKE A MAGIC, BUT I ALREADY KEEP THE LANDSCAPE INSIDE MY MEMORY, THE NATURE MAYBE CREATED FROM IMAGINATION, BUT I NEVER THINK OF DESCRIBING IT IN MY BRAIN IT JUST CURE MY BLUE,THAT IS MY WORLD THAT I CREATE IT WITH A KIND AND REMORSE HARMONY,I WISH YOU FORGET ME NOT JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE OLDER THAN ME LIKE A BIG BROTHER, YOUR MOTHER DISLIKE ME IN THE KITCHEN, SHE HATES ME SUCH A FOOL ABOUT YOUR DEVOTION TO OPEN MY WISDOM OF ARTISTIC WORLD, PLEASE DONT BOTHER ME WITH EVER MEETING SOME PLACE, I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO GET RELIZE THESE DETAIL YOU THINK OF ME, LET ME DIE SLEEPING FOR TWO AFTERNOON, I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP WITH ANY DREAM, NO MATTER HOW MANY NAME YOU CHANGE,IT IS MY TURN TO LEARN FROM YOU,
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MY CLASSMATE WHO HAS A TENDENCE OF BEING VERY CLEAN, SHE ALWAYS CARRY A NEW HANKERCHIEF EVERYDAY, ONE DAY SHE SNEEZE IN THE HANKERCHIEF,I THINK VERY DIRTY,BUT AFTER THAT SHE GIVES ME A BIG HEART CHOKELET AND I EAT IT IN THE BUS SEAT,WITH SOME CELEBRATION FOR THE PRESENT OF HER RELATIVE'S MARRIAGE,BUT I NEVER FIND OUT SUCH KIND OF SHAPE IN ANY MARRY GIFT,THE TWICE HEART CHOKLET WHO GIVES ME THIS WISHING SYMBOL TO MAKE ME HAVE A HEART OF LOVE,WHY I WONDER NOT TO EAT IT BY HERSELF, THIS YEAR WHEN I WAS SPENDING MONEY ON THE CLOTHE, SHE HAS A SHOP IN THE SHOPPING MARKET, AND I REMEMBER HER NAME USED TO BE THE SHOP'S TITLENAME, THANK HER FOR GIVING ME FRIENDSHIP OF WISHING WELL, BUT I AM TOO STUPID NOT ASKING IF THE HEART IS FOR OTHER COUPLES MARRIAGE PRIZE, SHE DOES NOT KNOW I HATE TO BE LOVED.
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IN MY LIFE, I THROW AWAY FOUR BICYLES, ONE IS BY STEALED FROM OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE THE YELLOW COLOR,THE OTHER TWO IS SECOND HAND THAT I DONT HANDLE WELL, AND ONE IS EXPENSIVE BUT I HATE THE HEAVY SILVER THAT IS NOT EASY TO CONTROL THE DIRECTION, A FRIEND TAKE ME THERE NEAR OUR UNIVERSITY SCHOOL WNERE I RENT A EMPTY HOUSE, I ADMIT THAT I DUMPT IT ON THE LANE CORNER,SOMETIMES I WONT BELIEVE FIX IT IS WORTHY, WITH A FOREVER LOCK I PUT IT OVER THERE LIKE A MASTER LOSE HIS ANGLE, I RATHER WALKING TO A PLACE IT TAKE ME TO, AND THAT IS SUCCESSFUL LIFE IN THE LEArning of mature,since this world is a prison where there is no real love for long life, i treat the bicyle as anyone throw me away, let she the red color be my soul, never grow old and forever stay young, i really forget why i come to this world so very unhappy, and with a quiet temper,sometimes i will hide anger and fury nowhere to forget.eric drive me to the tomb garden by a black second hand bicyle,and his girl friend drive a white one to the temple, i really sad that they be broken by me the third friend who too much stik to their date, i am a listener of their love romance.
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nobody come to me and treat me with a calling named lesbin,
they put me into screen watch out of my living every day,keep my many writings away, plurk me as a crime of love,
although i find those boys who dispise me in the future, till now, i am still be hate by taiwanese people, i make a very big lie to all reader's, i am a reporter of revenge, a girl has no need to know too much in this society, she just need to be like me, promise this while doing that opposite, with a changeable heart to attract those who love her with kindness care,now, pretty people are young but without love,walking all alone on the street, no class or work to concentrate on, they are under spell of true love that every literature be denied after the painful reading,why he is so very easy to love body touch,,but i hate the fussy feeling,let me hide my enjoyment under your tenderness, and remember you dont want to see me or forget the blue you ever sharing with me,many reader wish me commite suicide, that's so easy i tried yesterday, maybe somebody curse me but i do not know it, man hate those weman who is not normal as they wish,when buddha is bad boy or poor one, what can be believed, i wish time to be ending with a good sleep, no more eating lies in the trouble rist,keep concious and say good-bye,to tomorrow,when i go to the kindergarden at twenty more age,the church has already gone with little disappointment i am no longer afraid of death,the teacher refuse to teach me what happiness is,but i learn to forget and forgive all history people can not see, but being twisted by my parents, they never let me keep long term relationship with any other people, and in fact so-called friends are enemy of compete,so there is no way to complain about.
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as i saw the old man cry for failure surgery by an eye-curing doctor on the front of mrt station of wen-fun hospital, i agree with his appeal to have a free surgery once again, but in the end he sit in the floor selling chewing gums, i come to him seeing his both emptyness of eyeball, i tell him read lotus sutra, but he wants the western buddhism just like me, maybe he is the father of my teacher, so i do it as a biggest joke without knowing anything anything about people's hate for me feeling poor for those who used to be my fake friend, or the evil power besides me, they wish me disappear so tell lie to me misleading my way,my mother suduce me with a bag of jewelerys gold and other prescious ring,but i refuse to take it to sell for exchange of money of cash,my credic money is already buried by bank and a hiker's lover use the code to steal my saving number,this is already a world with victory of communism, tomorrow i will laugh those who be slave of finacial system, money come and go like magician's trick, since the saint book is changeable,why we need to write word by word, the monk who teach me nine sensiblity is meeting me on the alley,but i stop follow him,for he swear if we have next time he will give me drug powder to suck by nose, so i wave goodbye to him.
pollywoo Posted on: 2010/4/15 11:45
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my teacher wear western black suit to the temple as i join the class of zen which is the heart of sutra, he come to attend the lunch with me, other secret i can not say, for this true story has come to an end , boys so happy will make spirit drowning in the suffering of love, then enter into the sophia's world, female's psycology is the topic for twelve rule turn, because they know zen is like wane of moon that never be round, but they must always be soft words and kind bdeeds.(end)
let's talk about two birds linking together with a heart
i know their is a elemetery school classmate of mine, she is a lover of a monk in american in her furture, they like
to show their love by singing single elbum just like love letter, and they holding hand together,walk in front of the screen,but one day they are interfered by a curse so they have to seperet, for she once drive me by a bicyle that break my bone of hand,and another classmate get the same encounter too,after five years she have two childred with
a man who live by her money,buying jewelry from her money account to flater her just like my extra, so she leave that lazy man, and finally her love of fate sing a confession song, wish to start all over again with a together sharing heart, that is called "one is love of concentrate",and i heard his regret song so truely which moves my heart,this kind of love is not easy to keep,especially in the west.
pollywoo Posted on: 2010/4/17 11:05
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she has a elbum put a silver heart of necklet as a gift to listeners and buyers, so i get one too,but i never wear it,
just put it in ind as a memory of our friendship, i remember she take me to her home where her other is not home,and father is a navy servent,so she and her little sister writing home work with luxury tools,and i know her mother is lady of butterfly fate,so i watch the singing drama at 2th uncle's house cause he has a very expensive video machine to watch, i know what is a broken heart to
true love,i ask for a mount of money number to keep them together,if not give me i will seperate them, finally they sent me a debt of the number which is 1:1 in the copy machine,cause only when they seperate people will see the they seperate people will see the due love meaning.
pollywoo Posted on: 2010/4/17 11:17
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that's why i never get a happy ending,and i dont believe in the love whoever give me,cause they always betray me by some other plot,nobody return letter out of my wonder if they find their due love only one classmate who is broken bone of hand,she leave his father to be independent but i forget to see her from the address she write to me, my mother destroy my every friend,i neverget any wish of friendship or romance only when i leave home renting a small room by the money of going to continue university,too many newspaper give me colum to write, so i choose earning money in stead of studying literature,now i wear a prison dress,like a single who throw away my mind with a empty soul,my body is very cold but some ghost come to be my lovers,and i dont want to go home, keep a secret of reading books.
pollywoo Posted on: 2010/4/17 12:03
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which school library can not tell me the truth in this mess world filled with lies and mentra,i live alone so freely,no
body care for me so i write down story to comfert myself,fantacy joy keep me warm,i walking all alone in a prison where the lady renter cook by horoable knief,with hatred somehow i dont know why, all i mean is understand what is love,but my pen wont follow my heart,many people laugh me is a hellow heart,one day my exhibition under the library comes two dogs raised by a gallery boss,one is gold, near my when he called the black dog as ugly name,i think he is calling me,so my heart go to the far european take photo with the black dog by a beautiful cosmetic face so cute,the dog become a man to my room near the french tower,we share to each other,but after the origional crime has been made by us,we become still dogs as a fantacy image
near my home while he is injured by some one who drop some poison wather to his fur and he become grey without sharp and smart heart, be watched by all people who come to the shop of copy service,now the golden dog is lonely on the community.
pollywoo Posted on: 2010/4/17 12:19
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she swear become a copy girl to this world searching for love,i understand maybe that is a tragedy to the other side of the world, and that proves black and white horse gettting together so quietly besides my house,i give bad seed of love to the extra,so we are paralelled now as rumour comes and goes,both refuse to proise a romance to surpass, and it turn out to be a race of writing for fame,
our fans even fight to each other.every one want to solve the secret history of this two dogs,but it seems that they only joke on the black dog and the boss of the copy shop who takes pity on this dog,the dog is deeply hurt by castration and no food with sometimes some female student student will toutch his skin with compathety but not true
love,after my mind thinking about saving them,they become clerk of 7-11,one is day time and another is night shift,
i know it is a love of opposite, someone must sacrify to let the other perfact, that is karma of cycle.
(to be continued)
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