Tomorrow I will be going to China for a biz trip. It's good since it'll change my feelings around many things. The things I tend to dwell on. I thought of the player guy sometimes still. To me, there is never a proper ending. Perhaps it was clear n proper to him, but not me.
Friends been asking me, so what do you expect him to reply you with? My first thought was..he's not gonna reply. 2nd was..He's not gonna say anything more. hahaha.
I said to my friends, maybe I just want him to apologize for what he has done..and maybe telling me in person that he is seeing someone else. And what good will that bring me? Nothing. ha. sometimes people will torture themselves. Me for an example..So I didn't do anything so far except for writing the blog.
On a trip tomorrow..It is going to be great I know. =) for my personal growth. Will be with my dad all the time also. My job is to assist. and it shall be good.
Hi B, how are you? Hope things are well with you. Are you happy there? How are you combating the cold? Meeting more people lately? Met someone interesting? Met someone you like? How's the business? How's the day job and the new position? haha. How do you like your apartment? and are you still wearing my scarf to keep you warm?
I guess these are not important now. I guess I was holding on to the good sides of people..at least the side they tried to present. And now I don't even know if that's a real side of him. =)
and It doesn't matter either.. just sending good wishes to everyone...
I really love my EO pick tonight..Ylang + Rose..really calms me down and supply me with love.. love it...so relaxing and comfortable..
Yesterday it was palmarosa and Rose.. I indeed need some healing at heart..so I am able to love again. =)
Thank you my spiritual guide, and thank you for everything..
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