最近好像都說不出也寫不出自己想ㄉ東西~
不知道是腦筋空白ㄋ~還是太多東西亂到沒有辦法把他sort out
What was I thinking? I don’t really know.
I felt that I’m back to the lifestyle that I don’t know what I’m doing again.
All I am doing is living life day by day.
The feeling of emptiness and darkness are all so over whelming.
Yet, this time I’m not doing anything bad to harm myself.
No more partying, no more drugs, no more promiscuous behavior.
I’m supposedly (at least from everyone else’s point of view) moving forward in my life.
Going back to school and working (supposedly).
But the more I study the more I doubt myself.
My lack of confidence is like a heavy lead jacket that’s weighing me down.
Becoming a psychologist, I’m holding someone else’s life (mentally) in my hand.
Am I able to take that big of a responsibility?
Maybe it’s just that all the diagnostics are just so much alike, how am I suppose to tell the difference between them.
I guess all I can do right now is to move forward, like everyone else.
I’m no longer a little girl; don’t have time for me to waste.
I can no longer expect anyone else to make my decision for me.
All I can depend on is myself and no one else.
Another page of babbling
I guess my BSing skill are just getting better and better from writing discussion questions everyday.
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