說到Michael，
一般人都比較不會想到他與女人之間既愛且恨的情感，
幾乎所有人關注的都是他和世界各地孩童們的互動，
所聯想到的也是他的賑災、領養、捐款以及如夢似幻的加州自宅遊樂園。不是MJ迷的人，
或許較難想像，
其實在他的歌曲裡，
10首寫給女人的作品就有超過5首是談論傷害他感情的女性，
所謂的”壞女人”--彷彿是MJ午夜夢迴輾轉難眠的夢魘，
卻又激情不已難捨難離，
即使知道這些不具名的”壞女人”如何傷害作為男人的深情，
他仍舊鬼迷心竅一遍又一遍在這群溫柔鄉裡甘願受她們的擺佈。
根據這些歌曲裡的描述，
這些”壞女人”，
有的騙他的錢，
有的騙他的感情，
有的水性楊花人盡可夫，
有的嘴巴上說愛他肚子裡卻懷了別人的小孩、
有的一早起來才發現已不告而別、
有的讓他犧牲掉寶貴的人生，耗盡他的青春、
這些”無形”的女人讓他恨之入骨、愛之入骨，
無奈MJ玩不起這種玩命的男女關係，
總是擔任受傷的那一方，
獨自承擔感情的創傷。
每一位創作者總是會在無意識中把自己的影子投射在作品裡。
即使每每問及，
歌手們總是不願正面承認或是乾脆拒絕回答。
其實有些時候根本連問都不用問，
優秀的創作者已經把他歷經過的人生一字不漏的投射在歌曲中，
所有的答案都在詞句裡，
要了解他們，
只需好好品味他們的詞，
舔舐他們的辛酸，
便可窺之一二。
當然，
真正的”正確答案”，只有寫的人知道。
我們僅能從歌詞傳達的意思略為窺視作者內心，
誰也不能大膽定奪這些詞句全部吻合史實，
僅能解釋是作者心境的反照。
壞女人N.1--Billie Jean
原因：懷的非他骨肉
原文重現：
Billie Jean
She was more like a beauty queen
From a movie scene
I said, ’don’t mind
But what do you mean
I am the one
Who will dance on the floor, in the round’
She said, ’I am the one who will dance
On the floor in the round’
She told me her name was Billie Jean
As she caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes
That dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor, in the round
People always told me,
’Be careful of what you do
And don’t go around
Breaking young girls’ hearts’
And mother always told me,
’Be careful of who you love
And be careful what you do
’Cause the lie becomes the truth’[還是母親說的對啊...]
The Billie Jean is not my lover
She’s just a girl who claims that
I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one
But the kid is not my son[睜眼說瞎話...嘴裡說我是妳的唯一卻又被著我跟別人發生關係...]
For forty days and forty nights
Law was on her side
But who can stand
When she’s in demand
Her schemes and plans
’Cause we danced on the floor, in the round
So take my strong advice
Just remember to always think twice
(Do think twice)
Do think twice
She told my baby
We danced till three
And she looked at me
Then showed a photo
My baby cried
His eyes were like mine
Can we dance on the floor, in the round, babe
People always told me,
’Be careful of what you do
And don’t go around
Breaking young girls’ hearts’
(Don’t break no hearts)
But you came and stood right by me
Just a smell of sweet perfume
This happened much too soon
She called me to her room[到底怎麼發生的呢...無奈，一聞道她的香水、她的呼喚...唉唉]
The Billie Jean is not my lover
She’s just a girl who claims that
I am the one
But the kid is not my son
No, no, no, no, no
The Billie Jean is not my lover
She’s just a girl who claims that
I am the one
But the kid is not my son
No, no
She says I am the one
(Oh, babe)
But the kid is not my son
這首實在是可以榮登”壞女人”系列之首！
為什麼呢？
因為裡面敘述的這位美麗壞女人Billie Jean實在是太誇張了！
她美麗的像是電影明星，
承諾要他做為護花使者，
做她身邊唯一的舞伴。
她僅是空口承諾，沒想到可怕的事情發生了...
人人警告他可別傷了少女的心，
唯讀母親警告他別被女人的花言巧語給騙了！
他被愛情衝昏了頭根本聽不進去，
所以，
待他發現時，
才知道原來那小孩根本不是他的！
他憤怒的唱著：
The Billie Jean is not my lover-比莉珍啊並不是我的愛人啊
She’s just a girl who claims that她只是個宣稱我是她的唯一的女孩
I am the one
But the kid is not my son結果孩子卻不是我生的
遭受玩弄、背叛的事實擺在眼前，
再怎麼慘痛還是得面對，
即使Billie Jean 百般哭求，
辯解小孩的眼睛像他--意思就是指他仍是小孩的生父，
即使如此，
Mj在歌詞中仍不斷憤憤的告訴自己，
她只是一個再平凡不過的女孩，不是我的愛人！
來聽聽看吧，是不是觸動你的心弦？
Billy Jean - Michael Jackson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8aWc_4IVx0
壞女人N.2--Dirty Diana
原因：水性楊花的女性
原文重現：
Dirty Diana
You’ll never make me stay
So take your weight off of me
I know your every move
So won’t you just let me be
I’ve been here times before
But I was too blind to see
That you seduce every man
This time you won’t seduce me
She’s saying that’s Ok
Hey baby do what you please
I have the stuff that you want
I am the thing that you need
She looked me deep in the eyes
She’s touchin’ me so to start
She says there’s no turnin’ back
She trapped me in her heart
[Chorus]
Dirty Diana (x4)
Let Me Be !
She likes the boys in the band
She knows when they come to town
Every musician’s fan after
The curtain comes down
She waits at backstage doors
For those who have prestige
Who promise fortune and fame, a life that’s so carefree
She’s saying that’s Ok
Hey baby do what you want
I’ll be your night lovin’ thing
I’ll be the freak you can taunt
And I don’t care what you say
I want to go too far
I’ll be your everything
If you make me a star[愛慕虛榮的Diana可以為了一圓星夢出賣靈肉...]
[Chorus]
Dirty Diana (x8)
Diana (x2)
Dirty Diana
She said I have to go home
’Cause I’m real tired you see
But I hate sleepin’ alone
Why don’t you come with me[嗯...這個Diana真會勾引人...]
I said my baby’s at home
She’s probably worried tonight
I didn’t call on the phone
To say that I’m alright
Diana walked up to me
She said I’m all yours tonight
At that I ran to the phone
Sayin’ baby I’m alright
I said but unlock the door
Because I forgot the key
She said he’s not coming back
Because he’s sleeping with me
[Chorus]
Dirty Diana (x8)
Diana (until the end)
若要論悲憤的Power，這首Dirty Diana我認為絕對是MJ描述壞女人歌曲中的第二名，僅次於背著MJ懷孕的Billie Jean！
MJ對她又愛又恨，
在舞台上竭盡所能的嘶吼咆哮，
控訴Diana對他的欺騙與不忠，
但是另一方面卻又無法拒絕她的魅力，
對她的愛恨糾葛簡直到了咬牙切齒的地步！
我個人非常喜歡這首歌的MV，
十分切合歌曲要表達的那樣強烈又掙扎的憤怒，
舞台上才剛剛怒罵Diana對他造成的傷害，
結果演唱會結束只見MJ飛奔下台，
不顧其他記者的攔阻，
直奔某輛轎車，打開門的瞬間，
一切的空氣都凝結了...
沒錯，
剛剛在舞台上讓他唱的痛苦唱的悲憤的Diana，
已經坐在轎車裡等他了...
悔恨吧！
這就是愛情，
理智無法決定你該愛哪個人，
來去都沒有理由。
唉唉，你的Diana啊...
Dirty Diana (Sub Spanish)http://
www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5vFt18fl54&search=mj%20michael%20jackson
壞女人N.3--who is it
原因：愛慕虛榮、不告而別
原文重現：
Who is it
I Gave Her Money
I Gave Her Time
I Gave Her Everything
Inside One Heart Could Find
I Gave Her Passion
My Very Soul
I Gave Her Promises
And Secrets So Untold[我把我的所有，靈魂的物質的，全數給了她]
And She Promised Me Forever
And A Day We’d Live As One
We Made Our Vows
We’d Live A Life Anew
And She Promised Me In Secret
That She’d Love Me For All Time
It’s A Promise So Untrue
Tell Me What Will I Do?[她承諾過我要一同生活，並且愛我，怎知什麼都不算數了！？]
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seem Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Lying To Myself
And The Reason Why She Left Me
Did She Find In Someone Else?
(Who Is It?)
It Is A Friend Of Mine[她愛上的那個人是我的朋友嗎？]
(Who Is It?)
Is It My Brother![是我的兄弟嗎？]
(Who Is It?)
Somebody Hurt My Soul, Now[是某個傷害我心靈的人]
(Who Is It?)
I Can’t Take This Stuff No More[我再也受不了了]
I Am The Damned
I Am The Dead
I Am The Agony Inside
The Dying Head
This Is Injustice
Woe Unto Thee
I Pray This Punishment
Would Have Mercy On Me
And She Promised Me Forever
That We’d Live Our Life As One
We Made Our Vows
We’d Live A Love So True
It Seems That She Has Left Me
For Such Reasons Unexplained
I Need To Find The Truth
But See What Will I Do!
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seem Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Bothered Everyday
And She Didn’t Leave A Letter
She Just Up And Ran Away
(Who Is It?)
It Is A Friend Of Mine
(Who Is It?)
Is It My Brother?
(Who Is It?)
Somebody Hurt My Soul, Now
(Who Is It?)
I Can’t Take It ’Cause I’m Lonely
(Who Is It?)
It Is Friend Of Mine
(Who Is It?)
To Me I’m Bothered
(Who Is It?)
Somebody Hurt My Soul, Now
(Who Is It?)
I Can’t Take It ’Cause I’m Lonely
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seen Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Lying To Myself
And The Reason Why She Left Me
Did She Find Someone Else?
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seem Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Bothered Everyday
And She Didn’t Leave A Letter
She Just Up And Ran Away
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seem Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Lying To Myself
And The Reason Why She Left Me
Did She Find Someone Else?
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seem Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Bothered Everyday
And She Didn’t Leave A Letter
She Just Up And Ran Away
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seem Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Bothered Everyday
And She Didn’t Leave A Letter
She Just Up And Ran Away
And It Doesn’t Seem To Matter
And It Doesn’t Seem Right
’Cause The Will Has Brought
No Fortune
Still I Cry Alone At Night
Don’t You Judge Of My Composure
’Cause I’m Lying To Myself
And The Reason Why She Left Me
Did She Find Someone Else?
總而言之，
這首曲子就是表達這位女性掏空MJ裡裡外外所有一切：
金錢、榮譽、承諾，以及愛意滿盈的真心，
掏空了他靈魂的所有，
結果仍舊離去了。
就像是這部MV裡拍攝的那位美艷的交際花，
她讓MJ一個人孤單的在暗夜裡等著，
結果她忙著周旋一個又接著一個的男人，
疲於奔命，
弄到最後不顧眼妝花了，披頭散髮，
趕去見MJ時，
MJ早已獨自搭上直升機，
獨自默默的離去。
這部MV似乎暗喻女人總是要到最後一個、滿身傷痕之後，
才頓誤誰是最愛她的男人，
但是通常到這步田地時，
男人已經離去，
只剩下女人無限自責....
MV中讓MJ傷心的美麗壞女人：
http://www.mmjworld.de/galerie/michael/dangerous/92_00_00_who_is_it/images/92_00_00_who_is_it_08.jpg
感受一下那股惆悵：
Who is it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tlqbv-G0tQo
壞女人N.4--Give in to me
原因：真愛難求、女人不了解自己
原文重現：
She Always Takes It With A Heart Of Stone
’Cause All She Does Is Throw It Back To Me
I’ve Spend A Lifetime
Looking For Someone
Don’t Try To Understand Me
Just Simply Do The
Things I Say
Love Is A Feeling
Give It When I Want It
’Cause I’m On Fire
Quench My Desire
Give It When I Want It
Talk To Me Woman
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
You Always Knew Just How To Make Me Cry
And Never Did I Ask You Questions Why
It Seems You Get Your Kicks From Hurting Me
Don’t Try To Understand Me
Because Your Words Just Aren’t Enough
Love Is A Feeling
Quench My Desire
Give It When I Want It
Takin’ Me Higher
Love Is A Woman
I Don’t Wanna Hear It
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
You And Your Friends
Were Laughing At Me In Town
But It’s Okay
And It’s Okay
You Wont Be Laughing Girl
When I’m Not Around
I’ll Be Okay
And I’ll, I’ll Not Find
Gotta, The Peace Of Mind No
Don’t Try To Tell Me
Because Your Words
Just Aren’t Enough
Love Is A Feeling
Quench My Desire
Give It When I Want It
Takin’ Me Higher
Talk To Me Woman
Love Is A Feeling
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
Love Is The Feeling
I Don’t Wanna Hear It
Quench My Desire
Takin’ Me Higher
Tell It To The Preacher
Satisfy The Feeling
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
I Don’t Wanna
I Don’t Wanna
I Don’t Wanna
Hear It
Give It To The Fire
Talk To Me Woman
Quench My Desire
I Don’t Like A Lady
Talk To Me Baby
Give In To Me
Give In To The Fire
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
Love Is A Woman
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
Give In To Me
’Cause I’m On Fire
Talk To Me Woman
Quench My Desire
Give It To The Feeling
其實這首歌相較於之前幾首，
意義上並不明確，
沒有很肯定的告訴聽眾究竟是怎麼回事。
簡單來說，
就是MJ認為真愛難尋，
了解他的、可以傾聽他的又有幾人？
他只希望有人可以懂他、愛他...
眾所皆知，
MJ不同時下一般男性，
他是個心思遠比女人還細膩的大男孩，
面對感情的剎那，
時常流露出渴望被愛、被呵護的心理，
一旦無法得到時，
卻又可展現綿韌堅強的剛毅。
因此，
在他一方面痛恨一方面期待之下，
造就出許許多多璀璨、賺人熱淚的佳曲！
來欣賞一下吧！
Give In To Me：
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfQD5G_XWb8
PS：似乎MJ認為女人都很愛錢........><
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