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Knowing who and where you are

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It is the third week I live and study in US, nothing special but things going more sticky and muddy.
Why am I here and Where am I?
I can hardly stop rising these questions on and on in my mind.
It is just like my title "Knowing who and where you are", to which is more important and fundamental while doing the way you keep.
Unlike others who occur some jocund sentiment while stepping on this land first time, I had no feeling but solitude foaming up my mind.
I can still remember when the day I was going to leave my country; the moment my mom embraced me like she’s gonna lose a fond child; my father watched me going with tears in his eyes but not dropping.
For all those precious while, it keeps me feel depressed on and on.
Though I can yet force myself being strong and independent as I promised my mom, I, however, never forgot the moment three weeks ago prior to.
At that time, I as the result get to know how much I love my family, they are all pillars of mine when falling down, the reinforcement of which every decision I made.
Right now, though I am still here, my heard is always clinching tiedly with my family. I wish I would stand by their side and tease with them. Nonetheless, for this time, I can merely do that in my dream, such a sweet dream.
I am not the guy who is week and homeless, I am just worried about my parents if they need me but I can’t stay with.
I am obliged of everything my parents gave me, having a car and everything support and, furthermore, sponsoring me to study aboard.
"It’s not about myself, it’s about anything you’ve been through."
I took away everything I owned including my family being here for what? A perplexed anwser, I guess.
At this time, I am just wishing the god to aid as soon as possilbe do I finish those more quickly that I can just go back and take care of my parents for those years they’d done to me...

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