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2008年3月10日,多雲時晴,我的畢業典禮。

這是一場給自己的畢業典禮。人生中,很多時候,需要學著,說再見,或許是跟一些人一些事物,或許是,面對一些心情。畢業典禮放的歌,有Maximilian Hecker、王若琳、雷光夏、we didn’t move a muscle…

Creep

When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so fuckin’ special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here

I don’t care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I’m not around
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She’s running out the door
She’s running out
She runs, runs, runs, runs
Runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here

I don’t belong here......

一種仰望著天使的心情。誰都有過吧。仰慕著的天使,自覺像個creep。而Maximilian Hecker的聲音,迷離而耽溺,讓人聽了,又下沈又漂浮,真不知道該如何是好。

Now
By Vincent Degiorgio/ Rob Wells/ Randy Bachman/ Billy Sideman

Goodbye my love
I’m goanna miss you
When I go I promise to forget
I’d never twist a story sideways
I was traveled different highways
And it always leads me back to you again

We connected through the distance
With electric hearts somehow
Still dreaming bout tomorrow – oh oh
But all we have is…

Now, now
All we have is now
Now
The future’s an illusion
Don’t fall for empty vows
All we have is now

Stains on the paper
Are tears from yesterday
When the colors start to fade it’s like it rained
My thoughts could fill an ocean
I’m drowning in emotion
And we’ll never have this moment back again

Chain a light through all the bridges
That somehow kisses the sky
And the angels start to cry
Cause all we have is…

Sounds of silence cross our minds
It’s not the record playing
We’re closer
All we have is now
And in this one reality
Single words come suddenly
An accident of melody and harmony
All we have is now
Now
Cause all we have is…

其實,我們從不曾存在過,NOW。但是,在Joanna Wang深富磁性的嗓音詮釋下,我私自以為,我們有過啊。只是我知道,「紙張上的污點,是昨天落下的淚水,褪色的時候,就像是被雨淋濕一樣。我的思念有如大海,我的情感在大海中淹沒了,我們的美好時光再也留不住......」

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墾丁,其實不是我的海。我的海,在淡海。那段最黯淡的時光,總是往淡海跑去。到了高雄,找不到我的海,選擇墾丁,其實是選擇開一段車,開一段遠遠的路途,放幾首想聽的歌;其實是選擇,一段小小的,出走。一個儀式上的離開。

一個空間上、和心理上的畢業典禮,告訴自己,都過去了,然後,一切都好。


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