I just want to cry, but I can't...
平靜的天空 微涼的夜晚 卻有著藍色的心情
I'm so alone and lonely in this city.
I don't have any approach to release my complex mood.
I also don't want to go home, because I don't want lazy for back home, and my sister is now, so I 'm worried.
She had already graduated a long time, but she almost didn't work.
I don't know when she can find a stable job.
I don't know when she can take heart, because I feel she is so lazy in our home now.
She stay at home is too long time, like a guilty Princess disease don't have to do almost anything, and she also don't have to worry about meals.
I'm extremely worried, and she is now completely don't want to work intention for outside the county.
Although she always had the exam in the library test of country.
But she has never admitted, and this year is the fifth year... , and this exam only tested once a year.
So I still can not release my stress and worries. I feel so tired...