Happiness is when you smash my heart relentlessly.
When you squeeze it and crush it against the wall.
Bloody dreams always make me wet in the middle of sleep.
I would wake up, sweat out of ecstacy
And then stare frantically into nothing.
That sick happiness drives me crazy.
Fearing of saying good-bye eventually,
I bite my finger nails every night.
I would count the number of finers I bite
at the same time when tearing off my head skin.
and I would sink myself in tears until a wild delight comforts me
Hysterical sadness finally calms me
While your suffocating smell still lingers in my body.
That thick smell of sweetnees is unbearable,
and it kills our memories without mercy
until that piece of I died motionlessly.
That peaceful day when you were finally ready to refuse me,
I was in the middle of climax, which bunred my emotions fierecely
I couldn't help but to bubble several words,
Which would sound very likely to be...
I do love you wholeheartedly.
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