I ponder, so I am. 2007.6月從大學畢業的我，絕對有一個新的開始，所以我的blog也會重新啟動。患有被偷窺妄想症讓我一直不知道要寫些什麼上來，又要寫的多詳細、多真實？但是我又不想變成閉塞的人，這是一種矛盾的心理，拿捏的技巧就有如吃木瓜時想多挖點肉卻要小心別挖到破了皮。吃木瓜也要想那麼多嗎？是的，想太多也是我的特徵，不過，就我目前觀察，這裡幾乎是我的無人島，那就繼續讓它大剌剌地躺在太平洋裡曬太陽吧！

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This evening we talked of something that hooks you and pulls out all your passion. Mine point hasn’t come yet.I mentioned Dad took to many exhibitions of calligraphy, photography, clay, paining, etc. This developed my interest in art. I like to appreciate beautiful things. In fact, when I was a child, I dreamed a lot. When I watch TV series or movie, I dreamed to be an actress. When I listened to radio, I dream to be a DJ. When my performance at school was usually the top in class, I dreamed to be many prefessions in the future. It includes a singer, a teacher, a doctor, an anchor and a hair designer. Childhood is the period to dream. As I grow up, I should realize those dreams. However, I feel that can’t be decided by me totally. I have to consider Mom and Dad’s opinion. But sometimes I think I just worry about their feelings too much to do everything I want confidently. At that time when I though Dad, I feel like going to burst out crying. Do I miss home? I still fudge on going home for the Lantern Festival. If I stay here, it must be very lonely, I guess.